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If life has an ENCORE, how would you live it?
Haskel Chua
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PHS Graduate Class of 4G'09
NYP SIDM DET'03 of class 2010
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If life has an ENCORE, how would you live it?
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THE NIHILIST
Haskel Chua
18 and counting
PHS Graduate Class of 4G'09
NYP SIDM DET'03 of class 2010
Link to Nihilism and what i think of it.
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Is the life we MANEUVER the best we could ?
so long nvr blog le then so many ppl tag feel so bad so decided to hav a post now....
did not went school from 8th to the 17th around two wks......
for the first wk, i went to see doctor as the sprained leg was painful again...... i went to a 'english' doctor and a chinese doctor......the doctor gave me 2 days mc so i can rest my leg.....then i went to the chinese doctor to 'soothe' my leg and bandage it.....was painful when he did it but my sprained leg was better after it.....then after two days rest....i took out the bandage....was quite rigid at first.....then the pain struck in hard....WTF.....damn pain....could not walk....so my parents decided to rest till sat....
At sat the worst ting stroke ......my grandfather died....not very close but is still my grandfather so ya still sad.....he died at approx 9.20.....my cousins said tat he bathe n died peacefully after tat.... so it was not so bad for him...at least he nvr died in pain.... we had to prepare for the funeral right in the afternoon.... then when they were goiing to bring him in the casket down, we had to go through a prayer....then had to kneel down for very long...very tiring leg oso very pain as i havent heal well....then after tat i hhad to take the food for him n walk down the stairs with him....then we pray to him and went on to burn 'gold papers'....then at night gt ppl come and attend the wake.....then we had to like serve them with peanuts and drinks....
Sunday.....was the same in the morning but then around 7 at night......we had to do prayer again....they now went to chant sutra ....i join in as i free thinker so i chant with them though i dont understand.....again had to kneel.....this time very long....leg almost broke......after tat it was around midnight then i went home....everyday oso like tat....
Mon was the same as sunday not much diff...only gt musician playing hokkien song and some play with only speech
On tuesday....we had to go through a long prayer again after tat.....we went to burn everyting to my grandfather including the papers we folded everyday.....after that we went to take down the flowers and count them...thre was like 103 flowers and a lot of bed sheets.....WOW....didnt noeso many ppl care bout us.....then at night i stayed at my grandmother hse as tmr had to wake up at 7+ and it was midnight le....had a peacful slp though had to share bed with two of my cuzz.....LOL....
Nxt morning was the day tat we had to send my grandfather off .....we in the morning had to go through a simple prayer then..... we had to walk in circles putting gold paper on the floor....after all the prayers and rites.....we had to bring the coffin which is alredy sealed on the first day....to mayflower sect thre and bring it to mandai...we had to walk thre with only socks....and my socks hav hole....then gt blister...LOL....suay.....after tat we went to mandai crematorium and they burn the body.....i had tears around my eyes but i forced them to stay....my cousins and uncles all cried it was a very sad scene....after tat we went to bishan to place him thre first...
Thursday.....we went to take his bones....we took it to the bishan place and we each took a piece to put it in a cylinder....then they sealed it up ....we prayed to the gods and him.....after tat we put it on row 4 columm 644 which is 4644 lol with his grandmother....i say it 1 more time HIS grandmother....tats like great great grandmother....LOL.....then we had the whole afternoon off....
returned to schoool on fri had a lot of things to do n tests to take...LOL
On monday, i went to watch hellboy 2 ....it was relly great....recommend to everyone to watch...on nxt monday is my bdae....going to watch batman dark knight .....seems to be a very gd movie...i will be anticipating it....
Is the life we MANEUVER the best we could ?
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Thursday, July 24, 2008 ( 6:05 PM )
so long nvr blog le then so many ppl tag feel so bad so decided to hav a post now....
did not went school from 8th to the 17th around two wks......
for the first wk, i went to see doctor as the sprained leg was painful again...... i went to a 'english' doctor and a chinese doctor......the doctor gave me 2 days mc so i can rest my leg.....then i went to the chinese doctor to 'soothe' my leg and bandage it.....was painful when he did it but my sprained leg was better after it.....then after two days rest....i took out the bandage....was quite rigid at first.....then the pain struck in hard....WTF.....damn pain....could not walk....so my parents decided to rest till sat....
At sat the worst ting stroke ......my grandfather died....not very close but is still my grandfather so ya still sad.....he died at approx 9.20.....my cousins said tat he bathe n died peacefully after tat.... so it was not so bad for him...at least he nvr died in pain.... we had to prepare for the funeral right in the afternoon.... then when they were goiing to bring him in the casket down, we had to go through a prayer....then had to kneel down for very long...very tiring leg oso very pain as i havent heal well....then after tat i hhad to take the food for him n walk down the stairs with him....then we pray to him and went on to burn 'gold papers'....then at night gt ppl come and attend the wake.....then we had to like serve them with peanuts and drinks....
Sunday.....was the same in the morning but then around 7 at night......we had to do prayer again....they now went to chant sutra ....i join in as i free thinker so i chant with them though i dont understand.....again had to kneel.....this time very long....leg almost broke......after tat it was around midnight then i went home....everyday oso like tat....
Mon was the same as sunday not much diff...only gt musician playing hokkien song and some play with only speech
On tuesday....we had to go through a long prayer again after tat.....we went to burn everyting to my grandfather including the papers we folded everyday.....after that we went to take down the flowers and count them...thre was like 103 flowers and a lot of bed sheets.....WOW....didnt noeso many ppl care bout us.....then at night i stayed at my grandmother hse as tmr had to wake up at 7+ and it was midnight le....had a peacful slp though had to share bed with two of my cuzz.....LOL....
Nxt morning was the day tat we had to send my grandfather off .....we in the morning had to go through a simple prayer then..... we had to walk in circles putting gold paper on the floor....after all the prayers and rites.....we had to bring the coffin which is alredy sealed on the first day....to mayflower sect thre and bring it to mandai...we had to walk thre with only socks....and my socks hav hole....then gt blister...LOL....suay.....after tat we went to mandai crematorium and they burn the body.....i had tears around my eyes but i forced them to stay....my cousins and uncles all cried it was a very sad scene....after tat we went to bishan to place him thre first...
Thursday.....we went to take his bones....we took it to the bishan place and we each took a piece to put it in a cylinder....then they sealed it up ....we prayed to the gods and him.....after tat we put it on row 4 columm 644 which is 4644 lol with his grandmother....i say it 1 more time HIS grandmother....tats like great great grandmother....LOL.....then we had the whole afternoon off....
returned to schoool on fri had a lot of things to do n tests to take...LOL
On monday, i went to watch hellboy 2 ....it was relly great....recommend to everyone to watch...on nxt monday is my bdae....going to watch batman dark knight .....seems to be a very gd movie...i will be anticipating it....
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The stories we TELL, are they entirely true?
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Yearn
Do we YEARN changing the past, creating the present and predicting the future?
This was the most recent skin i used before i changed. I had lots of editing to this compared to the previous one before but i don't relly like the small space given to show my blog post thus the short time i used it.Used since 6 April 2009
This was my original skin, the one that was first use since the start of delonelyme.blogspot.com.I had another blog, my very first blog, but was very cheesy so i changed it to this. USed since 19 Jan 2007
Do we YEARN changing the past, creating the present and predicting the future?
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This was the most recent skin i used before i changed. I had lots of editing to this compared to the previous one before but i don't relly like the small space given to show my blog post thus the short time i used it.Used since 6 April 2009
This was my original skin, the one that was first use since the start of delonelyme.blogspot.com.I had another blog, my very first blog, but was very cheesy so i changed it to this. USed since 19 Jan 2007