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If life has an ENCORE, how would you live it?
Haskel Chua
18 and counting
PHS Graduate Class of 4G'09
NYP SIDM DET'03 of class 2010
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If life has an ENCORE, how would you live it?
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THE NIHILIST
Haskel Chua
18 and counting
PHS Graduate Class of 4G'09
NYP SIDM DET'03 of class 2010
Link to Nihilism and what i think of it.
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Maneuver
Is the life we MANEUVER the best we could ?
Many ppl had ask me tis ques be4:why do u like death so much??.... Tis blog clearly shows my stand on death....so i shall answer the question on tis post.... WARNING: HEAVY RELIGIOUS AND ATHESTIC VIEWS....NO OFFENCE to anyone who read tis...i hope i dont get into trouble as well..
Still whats the pt of living? To seek for riches,glory or even immortality? All of tis is ptless... money may make the world go round,but it is also wat it made it so corrupted..its the source of almost every war,though some may be out of glory, still it cause the deaths in our society...n who are the ones who print yet source for it ? US,we humans are the 1 who caused all tis...we are born with an evil nature..with intentions so dark...we could be the DEVIL or SATAN itself...
This lead to concluding tat thres no pt in living for materialistic purposes...for sourcing of riches and glory would result in death as well...
However,many would say to live for religion, live for GOD,Allah watsoever(all religions alike) but the constant evil and hatred in life makes me unable to believe in any religion...yet history is unable to prove them to be real as well(corrupted source due to us)...so thres no pt living for religion as well...
looking through all the meaning and purpose in life, i ask myself 1 more time...wats the pt of living?? the ans came into my mind...thre is NO PT OF LIVING...since thres no pt in living...thre is only 1 other ting to seek in our cyce of existance: DEATH...its a total mystery like LIFE but at least i would not hav to go through all tis hate,anger and even the evil of society to experience or even enjoy it...
Short update on 2day...went to ANOTHER doctor 2day for checkup on my gastric prob....it was like a pre-checkup be4 i go on a real checkup and x-ray....the doctor gave me 2 med...which must be taken be4 meals....he told me to take it for a 2 wks be4 goin back....i guess tis means my x-ray may not be coming....well....i hope i didnt miss too much 2day....
OK huge update on my blog...TIME FOR A NEW SKIN...old skin use till sian liao...so i chg 1 tats more to my liking...though the old 1 is stilll nice :).....a lot of updates...hacked tis a bit...TY creator....the me part i add 1....links oso updated for those moved....hmm tis shld be all...finish tis in an hr plus....
2day sch was like crap....test back to back....ss and math...i found out tat i finish the ss test too fast...then i sit thre stone :P....amath comfirm flunk...tmr oso chinese and phy test...chinese i no need worry...phy..FLUNK...LOL....
During english 2day....my gastric pain and 'hyperacidity'(i still duno wats the real name of the prob) cork up again....damn sian....how i wish it would go away~
SPA on WED!!!
OK i go study a bit for tmr test....
Finally a update on mi dead blog...
term2 second wk pass by like the wind...it was like hell for me ....
Monday wow....almost free period the whole day...best day of the wk i suppose...
then the nxt day my gastric act up again....si bei pain....eat med then ren....wanted to pon pe...kena scolding instead....wtf ....gastric pain how to run???
thee comes the worsening....duno wtf i ate on tuesday...wed thur fri....the gastric pain like ****...see doctor ...the doctor ask wtf i ate.....then gave me loads of med to eat....now i still on med....having gastric pain every now and then when the med is of...everyday wake up face damn pale like gost...i need tonics man!! LOL
nxt few days when my parents back i tink they gonna bring me to see stomach specialist and hav a check up....they say they gonna put a tube through my throat into my stomach...YAY ....zzzz
i guess i would be back on monday...though i relly hate sch....
Is the life we MANEUVER the best we could ?
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Saturday, April 11, 2009 ( 8:00 PM )
Many ppl had ask me tis ques be4:why do u like death so much??.... Tis blog clearly shows my stand on death....so i shall answer the question on tis post.... WARNING: HEAVY RELIGIOUS AND ATHESTIC VIEWS....NO OFFENCE to anyone who read tis...i hope i dont get into trouble as well..
In the cycle of living,no wait in the cycle of EXISTANCE, it can be simplified into 2 tings:living and dying....as the chinese saying goes:生老病死(living ageing sickness and death) we would have to go through tis in our cycle of existance...tis means we live and we die....its a fact known throughout the universe...
So why? why are we born and wat are we born to do? It is answered in many differenet ways. Popular believe is to chase 1's dream or even reach immortatlity!! In christianity, Life's purpose is to seek divine salvation through the grace of God and intercession of Christ. Many religion has the same content or part thereof...Still whats the pt of living? To seek for riches,glory or even immortality? All of tis is ptless... money may make the world go round,but it is also wat it made it so corrupted..its the source of almost every war,though some may be out of glory, still it cause the deaths in our society...n who are the ones who print yet source for it ? US,we humans are the 1 who caused all tis...we are born with an evil nature..with intentions so dark...we could be the DEVIL or SATAN itself...
This lead to concluding tat thres no pt in living for materialistic purposes...for sourcing of riches and glory would result in death as well...
However,many would say to live for religion, live for GOD,Allah watsoever(all religions alike) but the constant evil and hatred in life makes me unable to believe in any religion...yet history is unable to prove them to be real as well(corrupted source due to us)...so thres no pt living for religion as well...
looking through all the meaning and purpose in life, i ask myself 1 more time...wats the pt of living?? the ans came into my mind...thre is NO PT OF LIVING...since thres no pt in living...thre is only 1 other ting to seek in our cyce of existance: DEATH...its a total mystery like LIFE but at least i would not hav to go through all tis hate,anger and even the evil of society to experience or even enjoy it...
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Tuesday, April 07, 2009 ( 8:17 PM )
Short update on 2day...went to ANOTHER doctor 2day for checkup on my gastric prob....it was like a pre-checkup be4 i go on a real checkup and x-ray....the doctor gave me 2 med...which must be taken be4 meals....he told me to take it for a 2 wks be4 goin back....i guess tis means my x-ray may not be coming....well....i hope i didnt miss too much 2day....
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Monday, April 06, 2009 ( 5:02 PM )
OK huge update on my blog...TIME FOR A NEW SKIN...old skin use till sian liao...so i chg 1 tats more to my liking...though the old 1 is stilll nice :).....a lot of updates...hacked tis a bit...TY creator....the me part i add 1....links oso updated for those moved....hmm tis shld be all...finish tis in an hr plus....
2day sch was like crap....test back to back....ss and math...i found out tat i finish the ss test too fast...then i sit thre stone :P....amath comfirm flunk...tmr oso chinese and phy test...chinese i no need worry...phy..FLUNK...LOL....
During english 2day....my gastric pain and 'hyperacidity'(i still duno wats the real name of the prob) cork up again....damn sian....how i wish it would go away~
SPA on WED!!!
OK i go study a bit for tmr test....
{/03/04/09 --
Friday, April 03, 2009 ( 8:58 PM )
Finally a update on mi dead blog...
term2 second wk pass by like the wind...it was like hell for me ....
Monday wow....almost free period the whole day...best day of the wk i suppose...
then the nxt day my gastric act up again....si bei pain....eat med then ren....wanted to pon pe...kena scolding instead....wtf ....gastric pain how to run???
thee comes the worsening....duno wtf i ate on tuesday...wed thur fri....the gastric pain like ****...see doctor ...the doctor ask wtf i ate.....then gave me loads of med to eat....now i still on med....having gastric pain every now and then when the med is of...everyday wake up face damn pale like gost...i need tonics man!! LOL
nxt few days when my parents back i tink they gonna bring me to see stomach specialist and hav a check up....they say they gonna put a tube through my throat into my stomach...YAY ....zzzz
i guess i would be back on monday...though i relly hate sch....
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Do we YEARN changing the past, creating the present and predicting the future?
This was the most recent skin i used before i changed. I had lots of editing to this compared to the previous one before but i don't relly like the small space given to show my blog post thus the short time i used it.Used since 6 April 2009
This was my original skin, the one that was first use since the start of delonelyme.blogspot.com.I had another blog, my very first blog, but was very cheesy so i changed it to this. USed since 19 Jan 2007
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This was the most recent skin i used before i changed. I had lots of editing to this compared to the previous one before but i don't relly like the small space given to show my blog post thus the short time i used it.Used since 6 April 2009
This was my original skin, the one that was first use since the start of delonelyme.blogspot.com.I had another blog, my very first blog, but was very cheesy so i changed it to this. USed since 19 Jan 2007