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Haskel Chua
18 and counting
PHS Graduate Class of 4G'09
NYP SIDM DET'03 of class 2010
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The new year break ended! and im back to classes/coding/blogging!! This is gonna be a long long long post!
Thur! Chinese new year 初一！I had lots of ang baos on the first day!! went to my grandma house to bai nian then had steamboat!! then i spent the afternoon talking to my cousins and played sopme dai di cause i was bored in the end...evening, we went to my father's cousin house, or wun pei as i call him...his house is HUGE! its like the size of 4 low level condos...6 mil...i want to buy :D....my cousins and i planned each person 2 mil 4 cousins in the future each 1 side yeah!! At night the whole family went to watch all's well that ends well 2011...its a new year comedy show...a chinese parody show of movies like ip man and inception...a joker show but nevertheless its for the new year so if u have time check it out...
Fri, second day of new years...i went to 2 of my aunts house...laze around the place doing nth much for the whole afternoon...i guess new years are like that...evening, i went ot one of my cousin's new apartment...its at tanjong pagar, called pinnacle @duxton, oh its hdb btw by it looks like a condo...anyway she lives on the 35th floor...and i went up to the rooftop garden to play as well...the view is damn nice up there!
i spent sat lazing around at one of my uncle's place...and sun afternoon at home....seems like everyone is rather busy nowadays...but i had lots of fun on the first 2 days with my cousins!
Sunday night,me and my cousins, Leslie and Brandon, went to esplanade to see a performance by Duman High Chinese Orchestra. Leslie's girlfriend,Esther is playing the er hu in it...and she got some solo parts as well! Its damn pleasing to my ears and her solo is rather good as well...too bad all of you may not get to hear it! After that we went for a coffee break at starbucks before going home...this new year break is rather unique this year!
Im suppose to have a featured song of the week...but i decided not to do it...however I have a video to share! photos take up a huge amount of space...so i spent some time and complied them into a video below! Enjoy and tell me whether its good or not!
Alright now for the finale of Untold, its not gonna be told in the normal way so read on to find out...
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Untold:The End(Finale)
I stood there with a rather unsettled heart. I took a peek at my watch. I was early by 10 minutes. I was suppose to pick her up at 6 for dinner. I have finally decided to confess my feelings to her, hoping she would accept me. This was going to be the most daring thing I did this faithful year.
As she approaches towards my car, I was instantly mesmerized be her as she came into my field of vision. I quickly regained my composure and gestured her for the seat in the car.
The moon shone brightly as we sat down at our table,overlooking the calm sea, feeling the cool breeze. I offered her a toast, for our everlasting friendship and to a better future. With dinner finishing at a acceptable pace, we sat there drinking some red wine, enjoying each others' company. The setting was perfect, I plucked up my courage and prepared my heart. "We had been on a great friendship ever since the start of the year. It has been exceptional for me and I hope that it is so for you as well. Long story short, I have been developing feelings for you near the start of our friendship, and I wish to further advance our relationship. Do I have the honor for you to be my girlfriend?" I looked deep into her eyes as I asked her.
She requested me to calm down right after I asked her. She then asked if I was drunk from the red wine we drank. She then said with a rather serious manner: " I think that we should continue to stay as friends. Being a couple might cause the strong friendship of ours to sour, and I am not ready for a relationship at the moment."
I was disappointed. However, I kept the disappointment down under and nodded in agreement with her explanation. To lighten up the mood, I joked that I might keep this feeling and ask her again in the future when she is ready. The night went by rather undisturbed, though I was rather sad about her response.
My Birthday was merely a few months away. She suddenly called me and wanted to celebrate my birthday. I was rather surprised yet were very happy about the situation. I decided to push back any celebration for me by "Mr Clubber" and "Mr Popular" in accordance for her to have the evening with me.
The night came fast. We celebrated with a nice meal at one of the few favorite cafe we went to, a wonderful cake made by her and her company with me on that evening. She had another surprise for me. She told me someone was coming down to celebrate my birthday as well. I thought long and hard who it was but all my guesses were wrong. Then she gave me this riddle: The person is someone I know that I do not know that I know. Weird she gave me a riddle but the surprise was revealed rather quickly. She introduced the guy that came as her "probational" boyfriend.
I was stunned as i heard her introduction. I regained my composure and had a nice small talk with the guy. In reality, my heart was stabbed by a thousand swords, broken into a thousand pieces and burned in a furnace of a thousand degree. I finally manage to be alone when she decided that it was late and she was going to go home with her boyfriend. I was devastated as i reached home. Anger rise over me as I asked myself why did I fall in love with her, and why did she brought the guy down on my birthday, knowing I had feelings for her.
She sent me a message as i sat down after pouring a glass of wine, asking if the guy was good in my point of view. She wanted me to rate if the guy was suited for her. I replied with a simple "yes and no worries about it" and sat alone in the balcony, holding the lone glass of red wine and stared at the pure,dark new moon.
~~~
Thinking of my actions and thoughts for that two faithful incident in the past, I cannot believe I had gone through so much in such a small time. Nevertheless, I guess I shall move on, focusing on my work and investments, leaving relationship matters aside for a while.I do hope she goes well and long with her current boyfriend, but i guess our friendship shall temporarily be at a halt, for I wish not to be a hindrance to them.
END.
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With this i end the story, I had lots of fun writing it and i hope any one of you reading liked the story. By the way its FICTION! so don't judged me with it!LOL..look forward for any new stories and my next post!
"Ending signifies a beginning, while beginning signifies an end, it is just an infinite loop."-Haskel Chua
Is the life we MANEUVER the best we could ?
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Tuesday, February 08, 2011 ( 11:46 PM )
The new year break ended! and im back to classes/coding/blogging!! This is gonna be a long long long post!
Thur! Chinese new year 初一！I had lots of ang baos on the first day!! went to my grandma house to bai nian then had steamboat!! then i spent the afternoon talking to my cousins and played sopme dai di cause i was bored in the end...evening, we went to my father's cousin house, or wun pei as i call him...his house is HUGE! its like the size of 4 low level condos...6 mil...i want to buy :D....my cousins and i planned each person 2 mil 4 cousins in the future each 1 side yeah!! At night the whole family went to watch all's well that ends well 2011...its a new year comedy show...a chinese parody show of movies like ip man and inception...a joker show but nevertheless its for the new year so if u have time check it out...
Fri, second day of new years...i went to 2 of my aunts house...laze around the place doing nth much for the whole afternoon...i guess new years are like that...evening, i went ot one of my cousin's new apartment...its at tanjong pagar, called pinnacle @duxton, oh its hdb btw by it looks like a condo...anyway she lives on the 35th floor...and i went up to the rooftop garden to play as well...the view is damn nice up there!
i spent sat lazing around at one of my uncle's place...and sun afternoon at home....seems like everyone is rather busy nowadays...but i had lots of fun on the first 2 days with my cousins!
Sunday night,me and my cousins, Leslie and Brandon, went to esplanade to see a performance by Duman High Chinese Orchestra. Leslie's girlfriend,Esther is playing the er hu in it...and she got some solo parts as well! Its damn pleasing to my ears and her solo is rather good as well...too bad all of you may not get to hear it! After that we went for a coffee break at starbucks before going home...this new year break is rather unique this year!
Im suppose to have a featured song of the week...but i decided not to do it...however I have a video to share! photos take up a huge amount of space...so i spent some time and complied them into a video below! Enjoy and tell me whether its good or not!
Alright now for the finale of Untold, its not gonna be told in the normal way so read on to find out...
--------------------------------------------------------------------------
Untold:The End(Finale)
I stood there with a rather unsettled heart. I took a peek at my watch. I was early by 10 minutes. I was suppose to pick her up at 6 for dinner. I have finally decided to confess my feelings to her, hoping she would accept me. This was going to be the most daring thing I did this faithful year.
As she approaches towards my car, I was instantly mesmerized be her as she came into my field of vision. I quickly regained my composure and gestured her for the seat in the car.
The moon shone brightly as we sat down at our table,overlooking the calm sea, feeling the cool breeze. I offered her a toast, for our everlasting friendship and to a better future. With dinner finishing at a acceptable pace, we sat there drinking some red wine, enjoying each others' company. The setting was perfect, I plucked up my courage and prepared my heart. "We had been on a great friendship ever since the start of the year. It has been exceptional for me and I hope that it is so for you as well. Long story short, I have been developing feelings for you near the start of our friendship, and I wish to further advance our relationship. Do I have the honor for you to be my girlfriend?" I looked deep into her eyes as I asked her.
She requested me to calm down right after I asked her. She then asked if I was drunk from the red wine we drank. She then said with a rather serious manner: " I think that we should continue to stay as friends. Being a couple might cause the strong friendship of ours to sour, and I am not ready for a relationship at the moment."
I was disappointed. However, I kept the disappointment down under and nodded in agreement with her explanation. To lighten up the mood, I joked that I might keep this feeling and ask her again in the future when she is ready. The night went by rather undisturbed, though I was rather sad about her response.
My Birthday was merely a few months away. She suddenly called me and wanted to celebrate my birthday. I was rather surprised yet were very happy about the situation. I decided to push back any celebration for me by "Mr Clubber" and "Mr Popular" in accordance for her to have the evening with me.
The night came fast. We celebrated with a nice meal at one of the few favorite cafe we went to, a wonderful cake made by her and her company with me on that evening. She had another surprise for me. She told me someone was coming down to celebrate my birthday as well. I thought long and hard who it was but all my guesses were wrong. Then she gave me this riddle: The person is someone I know that I do not know that I know. Weird she gave me a riddle but the surprise was revealed rather quickly. She introduced the guy that came as her "probational" boyfriend.
I was stunned as i heard her introduction. I regained my composure and had a nice small talk with the guy. In reality, my heart was stabbed by a thousand swords, broken into a thousand pieces and burned in a furnace of a thousand degree. I finally manage to be alone when she decided that it was late and she was going to go home with her boyfriend. I was devastated as i reached home. Anger rise over me as I asked myself why did I fall in love with her, and why did she brought the guy down on my birthday, knowing I had feelings for her.
She sent me a message as i sat down after pouring a glass of wine, asking if the guy was good in my point of view. She wanted me to rate if the guy was suited for her. I replied with a simple "yes and no worries about it" and sat alone in the balcony, holding the lone glass of red wine and stared at the pure,dark new moon.
~~~
Thinking of my actions and thoughts for that two faithful incident in the past, I cannot believe I had gone through so much in such a small time. Nevertheless, I guess I shall move on, focusing on my work and investments, leaving relationship matters aside for a while.I do hope she goes well and long with her current boyfriend, but i guess our friendship shall temporarily be at a halt, for I wish not to be a hindrance to them.
END.
----------------------------------------------------------------------------------
With this i end the story, I had lots of fun writing it and i hope any one of you reading liked the story. By the way its FICTION! so don't judged me with it!LOL..look forward for any new stories and my next post!
"Ending signifies a beginning, while beginning signifies an end, it is just an infinite loop."-Haskel Chua
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