Im SoO lOnELY

25/09/2011 / -DREAM

2011-09-25T15:05:00.002+08:00

UPDATE PLUS DREAM!!

finally went out on thur after a terrible 10+ days of gastric issues and camping at home...went to buy Ashley's birthday present with him! he decided to get creative aurvana in ear 3 ...quite good ear piece ...after that we went to eat with Hendry at bishan prawning place...sambal stingray... sambal kang kong and oyster egg...great dinner...not good for my just recovered stomach though :P ...well enjoy first repercussions later... then we went to hendry new house to tour around it... VERY NICE place... great view ...nto a bad layout and 5 seconds drop to the ground LOL....

ytd went out with Wei Lun,Guo Yan and Zi Zhao to watch Johnny English Reborn!! Funny show!! went to cineleisure at somerset at 1...decided to book online when we saw the queue...then we went to eat lunch at graffiti cafe...after that walk around from HMV at 313 @ Somerset to Ion Orchard and back to Heeren for deserts...i had sheep stick dry deer...or mango pomelo with sago ... then we went to Blue Mountain cafe and had coffee..gy ordered single shot espresso...and that was too much for them 3 to handle...well the movie was great...its more like a comedy show then a action show...after that we went to Stereo at Plaza Singapura for wei lun and gy to buy ear piece...there we met up with Seong Hao and Zhi Hui for dinner~ we went to ichiban sushi after they decided on their merchandise...we went back to HMV to buy gy's marshall ear piece ...I also bought Anthony Neely's new album - LESSON ONE earlier at HMV...now im browsing through the songs...well...after gy bought it..we debated on whether to go to one of the bar's to drink...in the end they decided to buy breezer instead...i decided not to drink it...and zi zhao drank til he went red...ON BREEZER lol small kid :P...

well there is also the dream update...weirdest yet most funny dream i had in a while...i dreamt i had a pet hamster...a white furry small hamster...wont bite loves to lick though...so i bought it around..showing to people...while it licks my hand...oh and i was sharing a hotel room with Jonathan my cousin...and Leslie and Ester came and took over my bed...there i showed them the hamster LOL...

well thats it..i think the video is finishing so lets hope for a LOT of views!!!! will update soon!

24/09/2011-DREAM

2011-09-24T00:43:00.002+08:00

Another dream update! been having lots of dream lately ....k heres a pre -note : Leonard is my vice captain for my pre-university seminar, Lynette is my pre-u sem group 15 medic(not particularly good but good SLO!) and Li Li is pri school class mate and poly friend!

the setting is weird we were all slumping in my kitchen sitting there lepak..then we were talking and talking and Lynette suddenly talk about taking drugs....by this time, Leonard just got out of the toilet and was shocked in hearing this...she then broke down while talking with Li Li comforting her...then Leonard starts to lecture about the bad things about drugs...and then i stand firm and said "Drinking alcohol, smoking and gambling is not that bad but drugs is the worse and should not be taken!" ...apparently they were all shocked that i said smoking and drinking is not that bad..

and thats it i woke up like that...thats a really ridiculous dream and i know that all of them dont take drugs...SO DONT TAKE DRUGS they aint good!..well the rest aint good either....gonna update again on sunday i think...

18/09/2011-Dream

2011-09-18T19:44:00.002+08:00

Another post in such a short while!~

Yesh a dream update...well this time its a bit less dramatic..i dreamt that i finally converted to a christian! and im gonna get baptized in a week!! talk about weird...im not really a religious guy, i have christian/non-christian/other religion friends, so i dont get why i had that sudden dream...the reaction of some people in the dream was also very normal...nonchalant to be exact... guess its not a big deal then?

well thats it for this short dream log...im still not fully recovered and i have been turning down alot of people going out...i wan to go out next week!!! look out for upcoming post!

15/09/2011

2011-09-15T21:49:00.002+08:00

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO long since i blog! from july til now ! almost 2 months liao...been very busy + LAZY TO BLOG.... im just gonna list down some major events which i rmb...

so 28 july..my BIRTHDAY!! nth much happen on that day, went out with matthew, zach, chan wei and hong jie to watch Captain America!! the celebration continues on the next night...DRINKS!!
Raspberry Vodka, which sucks btw, tequila and hoe garden...from diluted to shots...chong ying, ashley, hendry, seong hao and jing quan...drank through the night, from poker to truth or dare to just drinking shots...i was tipsy...jq was near drunk and chong ying and ashley blehhhhh..... apparently jing quan called his friend when he was drunk...which was damn lol....i slept through and had a small hangover at 4+ in the morning but the following was like so shoik! Everyone is still scared of drinking :P

then comes august...project week...3 weeks of coding and thinking and torture...the results will come in a week or so...dota 2 also had its internationals...watching all the pros play...Singapore got 3rd though!

I skipped through 1 month plus like that ....well the holiday started with a video shoot for WHAT THE BABOONS channel...we went to buy guns, vest and accessories from Black Tactical and sprayed painted in black...so it looks somewhat like a real gun...then we went to the abandoned HDB in lim chu kang to shoot...on thur there was a military training so we had to go back to zach house and lepak through til fri...so the shooting took 3-4 hours...now matthew is editing it...hope it turns out great! i have to say my acting sucks though ...

then this monday night i had a VERY bad gastric pain...it felt like my stomach is a balloon and the air is constantly pumped into it, leading to it going to burst...terrible...apparently i passed out as i walked to my parents room...lucky i managed to walk there...sat there cold sweat plus vomit....blehh...so i went to see the doctors, got a jab and some meds...its still quite uncomfortable now.. but way better than monday...think i need see the doc again tmr if this persists...

well thats it for this revival blog post and summary over the two months...quite a boring life...i think im gonna change my blogskin to a custom made as well...had a few ideas in mind...when the vid is up im gonna post as well...so stay tuned!

Short Stories : The Heart

2011-07-17T01:18:00.004+08:00

There once lived a boy. An average boy. He had an average family, a father, a mother and a sister. He scored average marks for his studies. He had average looks which would cast him off as whom he is. He lived a pretty normal life, nothing out of the extraordinary, or simply put, AVERAGE.

However, he had something different. His heart, "The Heart", was not an ordinary one. The Heart was meant to grow like any others, living flesh and emotions. However, as it grew on, solitary found a spot. Through the years, it grew more and more, feeding on the emotions. The Heart slowly turned from living flesh into stone, eventually no more living flesh and emotions was left. Solitary had taken over The Heart. The emotions were forced out of The Heart, causing the boy to have weird outburst of anger and sadness.

As time passes on, apathetic started to feel its way in, crumbling The Heart as it does so. From a piece of rock it crumbled into a pile of tiny pieces of rubble, left collecting dust. Darkness, death, loneliness and apathetic finally took root and flourished. The Heart was finally locked away behind huge doors of steel, with its key thrown into the darkness. The boy became one with darkness and death, and learned that life has purpose other than to live.

Merely a year passed when something exuberant came. A certain someone of a female gender manage to find the key and unlocked the steel doors. She slowly fixed The Heart back to what it should be, a living flesh with emotions. A bonus was added as well, a bright green grassland and a beautiful sky added around The Heart. New hope cast away all the solitary, apathetic and darkness from The Heart, giving it a new life. This, however only last for a mere two years.

The Heart, with its joy and hope, let its guard down. On the birthday of the Boy, the certain someone pressed the self-destruct button for The Heart. A void was made on The Heart, hurting it and the Boy as well. It was to be expected but The Heart overlooked the matter due to joy and hope. The void began to grow, and The Heart was helpless. Pain and agony came in large numbers for the first few months, but in the end, The Heart learned to live with it.

Now, as the mind grew and matures, The Heart wonder if anything extraordinary would come and change its current situation.

26/6/2011

2011-06-26T22:50:00.002+08:00

I don't noe whether if theres anyone reading this anymore...but watever i shall post till i gt tired of it...anyway heres the round up of my whole holiday!!

13/6 last monday..i had barbeque with 15! they are my group from the pre-u seminar if u did not noe...i met up with Jason, Munsyi, Dillon and Swee Yik to buy stuff for the bbq at clementi...then we cab down to west coast park...that place was a total mess...and we took round an hour to find the bbq pit after walk up and down the coast...in the end our view of the sea was a port with containers -.-....nevertheless the bbq was great! we were joined by Diana, Jude, Lynette, Sam and Xi Jie round 7+...we didnt buy the net so they had to try out bbq with aluminum foil...well it failed...then munsyi went off to buy the net and we started the bbq and eating! Munsyi marinated the chicken which was wonderful...Keith joined us at 8+ 9, where Sam and Lynette was about to leave...well we continued on the bbq and the serenade by Xi Jie and Jason till 12...with that everyone went home happy and full!

wed and thur was SGCC, Singapore Games Creation Competition...i volunteered to be a facilitator...i was there to help them with Flash!...actually, i know nothing about flash...but i just went along with it....quite a few sec sch was there...but i manage to take the smaller class..5 teams with 4 faci...round 5 person to 1 faci...it was rather tiring teaching them how to do with no knowledge but i had quite a fun experience with it...now i noe how hard is it to be a GOOD teacher...still bad teachers don't deserve the respect they should get...Respect has to be earned not given!

Friday! I went to NYP's Synfonique 2011! Nyp's,Bowen Sec and Orchid Park Sec's symphonic orchestra was having a performance at NYP's theater..i went with Edwin, Zac and 2 other OGL that both of them know...they were wonderful at the performance and all the solo's were great as well..they deserve many rounds of applause!~ btw Im sorry Pamela, i still have no memory of u or anyone from primary 3, well she remembered me and told Edwin and Zac bout it, but i can't rmb her at all...or anyone from p3 for that matter...haiz bad bad memory...

Last wed, went out with Wilfred, Hao Weng, Keegen, Andy and Zhi Hui to play pool!! played poker pool and normal pool till4 then went down to Holland V to have XIAO LONG BAO STEAMBOAT BUFFET! so long have we tried to book it, finally we get to taste it! free flow xiao long bao and beef slices~~~ well had a filling dinner, after that we went vivo walk walk and had desert...which was rather bad...so we decided to go Udder's at novena...MAO SHAN WANG (durian if u dont noe) ice-cream! oh and BAILEY'S AND BOURBON ice-cream...the sweet taste compliments the durian taste! everyone go try...ask me i will bring u there~

with this the holidays are wrapped up...the rest are rest days or work days...whre i code/ make games....

Music of the week: JoJo - 'Marvin's Room (Can't Do Better)'
Alright something new and different from my collection of rock/metal songs...an r&b song..well its a remix of Drake's 1 but do check it out...she has a rather nice and soothing voice.

well so thats it for the blog post...i will update bi-monthly now due to school work, and video work...if i missed it, it will be up a few days so stay tuned! 32 days~

"Anticipate not the future but worry about the present."-Haskel Chua

24/6/2011-Dream

2011-06-24T23:45:00.004+08:00

Yesh another dream update...major update will be coming in on saturday/ sunday for the whole holiday!

found out all the dreams i have that i can remember are bad...this was terrible..
so i felt sad..well overall feeling of dream...im like watching a screen...but not a tv...more like looking over someone...so as i look on...i got into a first person view of this dude...he seems to be related to another lady, possibly siblings..so the guy im in is ragged and wore torn shirts..i assume he might be taking refuge...then his sister comes in a car..she comes out and ask for him...so he comes out and BOOM...everything was blown to pieces...and just like a tv screen, i was able to rewind the dream back to the point...the sister walk out reaching for him, he reach for her...then a missile/grenade blew up the car...she was a bit further away but she got the impact and her whole flew from her body...thats the sick part...then came another bigger missile/grenade blowing everything up...and i woke up horrified...

so thats this for the dream log...terrible i noe...update soon...oh follow me on twitter as well @haskychua! i post status update to videos i make or blog post i write...oh and screw the blogwalkers!!!

11/06/2011

2011-06-11T22:54:00.002+08:00

Im back to blogging! I have been very busy since its the end of a term and all assignments have to be handed in...but now its the holidays!! 2 weeks of break and it will be hell all over again...

well i just came back from a movie with Seong Hao, Bing Cheng, Timothy Ho, Guo Yan and Zi Zhao...we watched X Men Origins: First Class...not a bad show ...well for fan boys i guess..lol and Cuban missile crisis? many people ain't gonna understand the storyline lol...after the movie we went to eat Jack's place...Jack's Special Steak!

ok time to go way back....back to 30th of May! Last week monday...I went to NUS and PGPR for PRE-UNIVERSITY SEMINAR! all the hard work i put in for the videos and research...the event finally started!...its a residential event so i went there for 5 days and did not go home..

first day...check in! we met in NYP and went there to check in at Prince George Park's Residence ....everyone from NYP was split up...so im alone in a new group...so after check in we went to have tea break..i met a few girls as i happen to sit right beside them...as usual they chat and i listen...then its team-building! With the team-building i was got to know them better~~then dinner..another get to know each other session...so after that is relax hour...we talked a bit get to know each other better than just the name...by the end it was 10+ 11 and we decided to go to bed...i fell asleep 1+ in the middle of the night though...cause i was not used to the pillow and the bed...

2nd day! i woke up 5+ in the morning and had my shower...then its breakfast!by now the guys know each other well..we went to NUS after the breakfast to have the opening ceremony and parallel presentations...i almost fell asleep but i had to stay awake due to the media...in the end i stayed fully awake throughout the total of 4 hours of "lecture"...by then it was 3.30 and we had our tea break...after the tea break...we went for Special Activity 1...we had to make a video on Singapore REImagine ...coming up with ideas was the worse...they all wanted their ideas to pass...so i sat there listening to their argument...in the end they decided on an idea and we decided to end it on that..in between the discussions we had dinner and we were getting more and more bonded! After the activities....at 10+ i met up with all my NYP friends and we discussed about the day...seems like everyone was able to integrate well into their own teams..

3rd day..as usual...woke up early to bathe...and breakfast...we had parallel presentations and panel discussions this time...panel included the creator of sakae sushi as well....it gotten very boring towards the end...and many people fell asleep...like literally crashed...i did my best and stayed awake! After our lunch...we went to film and edit the video...it was a rather straightforward procedure...except there was the media filming what we doing...and then there is the SPF...Janel...she was suppose to look over our progress and what not...but once we went to film...she did not follow us and thus disappeared for the rest of the day...at 7.30 after dinner..we found her back at the briefing room...searching for us the whole afternoon...and playing sims as well LOl.....well we scammed her that we did not do the vid...and she got into it...so it was a good trade off...by the end of the day...we are all like friends that have met for a long time...we were bonded like no other... at night the guys planned the script for Special Activity 3 where we have to perform while i went to talk with my NYP peeps~

day 4...same routine all the way to 2.30...we started to rehearse for SA3...i became the lighting guy with Keith...Jason was the main lead...we had it base on the pre-u seminar..where Jason fell asleep...then he dreamt of night safari with animals dancing...NDP with marching soldiers..and fountain of wealth....in the end he woke up and Mani went "SO WHAT IS YOU PERCEPTION?" and did the inception spinning top thingy...in between the rehearsal we played truth or dare...so many secrets was released lol.... we practiced and practiced finished up dinner fast and continued to practice...in the end we performed out to all the pre-u sem participants ! It was fun looking at others performance and satisfying finishing our own...we went cheered! lol so after the SA3..we ordered pizza and ate it with all of 15! oh and Keith went to find his girl~towards the night...we split back to our dorms...and we had a brotherhood talk on relationship....well confidential ...at least for now....few hours of talk and everyone went to sleep...i slept for an hour and joined Jason in doing nth LOL...Munsyi acted as a teacher and pranked Jason and Jude as well lol

in the end we were very early as we prepared for the last day...the last meal with 15...the last few hours...well we managed to prank Swee Yik and Keith by singing happy birthday to wake them up......it was both fun and sad...we went to breakfast and we had a few final cheers plus a YAM SENG....at the closing ceremony we sang home as we hold each other...we also wrote up something for the SLOs: Lynette, Godwin and Swee Yik...we checked out and had to assemble at the hall...we had a group hug and a final photo...to signify the end of the camp...

IT WAS GREAT FUN HANGING OUT WITH 15!

so i came back school after the pre-u sem...and i was exhausted through this week...assignments
was due and i had to chiong through all of them in order to meet the deadline...by the end of the week i was mentally exhausted...
but me, Chan Wei, Edwin, Jian Bao, Matthew and Zac went to eat Nihon Mura buffet on friday! we ate lots of food and ordered a total of around 100 salmon...was a great way to end the week and term!

so now...im back to normal life...playing, studying, going out..im gonna have lots of activity lined up for next week...so look out for post!

"Respect is to be earned, not given."-Haskel "N.D.H" Chua

15/5/2011

2011-05-15T14:06:00.002+08:00

So heres the post that was suppose to be up last week :P

so last friday, i went out with Jian Bao, Matthew, Zachary and Chan Wei to watch Arthur...every friday is like my day off so i go out for movies and wat not...Arthur is not bad for a comedy show...gt funny moments and its sad moments as well...the movie is off the theaters so do watch it online or buy the cds..if anyone ever does that....

sunday i went to k box with seongy and royce...spend 4 hrs inside chillaxing and listening to wonderful wonderful music...why cant k box has more english music...anyway after that we went to grab some dinner at the nearby hawker..then went to nebo to play board games cause we were bored...found out one of the staff there happens to be in DVE...well we played really retarded but fun board games ...

so the week was rather hectic...i now have to make a 3D fps, a android game, a facebook game proposal and a presentation coming up in a week or so...busy on weekdays...so i try to relax on weekend...im getting a little sick as well..bad bad week..had terrible dreams as well...on thur morning i dreamt that i was out with Chan Wei,Matthew,Zac, Edwin and a girl at some library kind of place...then we left everything behind and got into a lift...it took us to some space station and we got a room to grab some snacks...i got back to pick up some stuff and found out 3 guys was stealing our laptop and kicking the girl's bag...so i picked up a chair and threw at them but they ran away...and i woke up lol...i dreamt of a person without a lower body on friday as well...im really getting sick/stress out....

well wed i manage to get some time off from programming physics and went to a rehearsal for pre-u seminar..well before we went to temasek jc we had to do a listerine commercial video take...cause our teacher in charge was in charge for that as well...i dont like mint nuff said....
the presentation went ok...a bit technical difficulties.. but other than that i think we are prepared for the pre-u sem...its closing in and i get to miss school for a week!

friday, i went out with Ashley and Jing Quan and watched fast 5...second time i watched it...still think its like ocean's....after that we went for dinner with seongy and hendry...catched up on each other's life till 10+ 11...was a great night...

went to watch priest with Guo Yan, Zi Zhao and Wei Lun ytd...went for a sushi buffet before the movie...ate a bit too much :P...well the movie has a similar vibe to Legion...but was way better than that horrible show...however the ending was not nice at all....they could made it better...well do watch it if u are a demon/horror action junkie...a 7/10 stars i give it...

so thats it for the post...no music this week...too busy to go listen up for new...will update again in a week or so...the story would have to put on hold until im more free..

"Ye who walk through the valley of death, thy will fear no evil"-Priest

7/5/2011-Dream

2011-05-08T00:32:00.003+08:00

Heres a mini update on a dream i got last night...well im waiting for the results of GE so im free and decided a mini update would be good...btw a full update takes me 1/2 hr to 1 hr...

Well my dreams has always had a story to it....so expect funny, weird story to any dreams im gonna post in the future....

So at the start i saw several single people meeting each other at places like offices and factories... mostly is one person meet another and thier conversation were mostly long time no see and the past where i did not here about...then it showed a commander and team saving a girl out of crushed buildings in a post-apocalyptic world...
then a very random dream of me going to a dentist cut in...for no apparently reason lol
back to the dream, the commander was instructing and several planes flew past firing at a huge building...and there i was as a sniper camped there!!
The building opened up and several cyborg/mechanical soldiers came out and i shot them with the commotion around me...then i stood up after finishing the kills..pressed a button and it moved the scope..so i got curious and pressed it over and over...like a kid :P...then i pressed another button and the gun dismantled into 2...a SMG and a scope overlay...epicity :D...beside me stood another girl...apparently i saved her on another occasion...she stood there and told me where the enemies came out...allowing me a better aim and kill...:D
change scene to a war cafeteria/canteen...i was there with the little girl and many of the people i saw at the start of the dream...a few left for shift...i went over to have some small talk with one of those people...and suddenly a few dudes came in and held up their smg/ak and ordered everyone to throw away their weapons threatening us with gunshots...i manage to slip down to under a table to hide myself and my sniper rifle...then they took the little girl hostage as they approached the table i was, knowing that the people at this table is their "opponents"..i guess they belong to the building as stated....
i took out the smg and pointed up...the guys saw and shot me in several places...including my hand and back...luckily a few of the "comrades" came back and shot them down...i was saved, injured but alive...apparently in the shoot out one of the comrades were shot...i was reprimanded for not reacting fast enough but the commander was also glad im alive...

and that i woke up...so thats a real dream...not a short story...GE results out gotta go see :D

2/5/2011

2011-05-02T12:32:00.007+08:00

Right so i neglected my blog cause i was too lazy..sorry to anyone whose reading! Now for the update that was supposedly in april..

well before the chalet i chill out with wei lun, royce, guo yan, zi zhao, sometimes bc and seongy alot...but u can guess it...mahjong and poker...

i also chilled out with Chan Wei, Jian Bao, Julius, Zachary, sometimes Matthew and Wei Jun...lan with them...mahjong with Jian Bao, Tommy, Ridz..so a fulfuilling holiday i got going out almost every other day

I had a chalet with Chan Wei,Wei Jun, Matthew, Zachary, Edwin, Jian Bao, Julius and Tommy from 23-25 march! We went there and slack around on the first day and went out to buy food for the bbq later in the evening...we bought $30 worth of bacon! and of course other food and drinks as well.. went back after the grocery shopping and decided to have the bbq earlier...so set up the fire and started to cook the hotdogs...then the management came and ask us to go in as they had to clear a hornet's nest...had to abandoned the pit and go in...and unluckily, it rain as well...so one pack of charcoal was used to cool hotdogs only -.-....so we went to buy another pack and started the bbq spree after the rain! BACON, STINGRAY and lots of HOTDOGS+SATAY! so towards the end, we used the remaining fire to "stir fry" our bacon...the result was beef...lol...the bacon became so black it turned into the color of beef...btw it taste like shit...so we talk cock sing song till late night...i went to sleep like 12+...but woke up in the middle of the night, and listened to Chan Wei and Wei Jun 's story...which was hilarious....woke Jian Bao and Zac up...while Matthew did not have any sleep till early morning lol...heres the pictures for bbq..

Matthew cooking for us ! Our chef of the day!

Before and after bacon...

so second day we woke up late and went to eat hei sushi buffet for brunch...its like our typical tradition having buffet on second day...after that tommy, julius and jb went home...the rest of us went and watched sucker punch in the afternoon...the cinematography was good but the plot-line sucks lol....chillax around the arcade before the movie..nowadays arcade has nth much to play with...after the movie...we decided to go rent our bike for overnight...then we rode out of pasir ris for dinner...we went to tampines to grab some food at the food court...after that we continued to ride around tampines and pasir ris, and chilled out at a small shelter talking...
well we slept after we went back and left the next day with just acia as brunch...it was great fun!

so march ended with that chalet i think...cant really rmb wat else i did...

start of april, on a tuesday after my break from all the fun in march...i went out with Wei Lun and Royce..wl went to buy a earpiece...30+ then we went to pomo and had a drink at tcc...a lady came and gave us 3 stacks of receipt worth $80+ each and told us to use it for the tcc membership...apparently she came here so many times...she can have 5,6 cards already...

the next day we went out again to buy a case for wl ear piece...in the end he bought a 30_ case at crumpler..and a swiss knife case for similar price...i also manage to buy a present for my sis as well....after that we chilled out and had dinner then went home..

next day, they decided to come my house gamble with wl royce and zh...as usual i lost quite a few bucks... saturday, bc, gy, zz, zh, seongy and me went to astons to have dinner...well as u can see my holidays looks rather similar from april on gamble/dinner almost every other day...they came to gamble again..this time without money....then we went mind cafe..with heng le...and we were the only one there...so basically my holiday ended like that...

the start of april was also the start of my busy year...the first sunday of april i had to go for a meeting with a few others for pre-u seminar...its a seminar held over a week in june and we have to present to the theme given by NUS....so we had to come up with ideas, do a multimedia report and a presentation up by june so we are prepared for it...so every sat i had to go back for a meeting and had to do vids as well...so 1 week before my school started on 18th i had to go back for filming and editing we decided to use the green screen for our filming and final cutpro on mac for editing...Bara was the actor, Izzah did the background, while Kevin and Leonard helped me and Michelle with the editing...it was a hectic week...well the video was successfully done and it felt great...i just finished up another video as well...this time its an interview video...1 more month to the presentation in NUS!

Ideas, LOTS of them..

the green screen room...for filming!

well school has already started...but the movies are out!.. went to watch Thor with Chan Wei, Matthew, Zac, Edwin, Jian Bao, Fu Kuan and Hong Jie at Nex...arcade before the movie...they decided to play reflec beat and other stuff...Thor was not bad..a pretty average storyline...catered to fanboys/ ppl who knows about Marvel comics....after that we went to chill out at plaza sing...went to buy gong cha and sat there talking and looking out at the streets...
then we went to chillax at sota...great breeze and cool place to be...had dinner at sunshine plaza's yun tun mian stall...not bad for its price...went to bugis at the end to walk a round and went home..heres some more pics..

Matthew and Chan Wei couple tee...^^

Gay party at sota

sat...i went out with gy to meet up with Timothy ho!! long time since we went out so we went for a movie with bc...watched fast and furious 5...as usual plot line is technically messed up...but the stunts and overall idea of the movie was cool...go check it out guys....after that...we waited for royce wl zz and seongy to come..and we decided to go watch thor...again for me :P...apparently everywhere was almost full...with yishun having two rows from the front left...so we went to eat chicken rice behind northpoint and went to watch thor...well i had fun with them!

featured music of the month: What The Hell by Avril Lavigne
well basically this song and the rest of her album was up to my standard...go check it out...maybe u might fall in love with her songs..or even her :P

so thats it for this post...long as hell in my sense...will update periodically when i can...will continue the story from where it left off as well...

"Time is just something man made up"-TheNihilist

29/03/2011

2011-03-29T23:11:00.003+08:00

Im sorry for the lack of post! Been like going out every other day and had a chalet..plus this side project!! Here it is: a darkspore gameplay video! 1 whole day to edit and 2 days to render and upload..enjoy this while waiting for my next update which is coming in april! Do watch it in youtube for the best quality!

08/03/2011 / Life or Death

2011-03-08T22:43:00.003+08:00

ITS THE HOLIDAYS FOR ME!!!! Yay after the grueling two weeks, 1 wk off due to HFMD, and the crazy presentations, im finally having a break!

so after the gruesome presentation i went out with Hendry and Ashley for a dinner and a small celebration for hendry's belated birthday...pastamania for dinner then we went pool...was a simple night but it was fun!

sat went to orchard for movie with Seong Hao, Guo Yan, Zhi Hui, Wei Lun, Royce and Bing Cheng...i met up with seongy earlier to look for his shoe...but in the end met up with gy as well...after that we spent 4 hrs+ DOING NOTHING...wl, royce and bc did not want to come at round 1 in the afternon...so we moved it to the evening...in the end we went for lunch and desert...and had a guessing game ^^...late evening, we went and watched I AM NUMBER FOUR...Review: Not a bad show..a bit retarded some scenes..like when theres enemies chasing, he still flirts zzz...other than the rather odd few scenes, the fighting was great and generally a not bad movie...so i give it 6.5/10 stars..

sunday i went out with ashley and hendry, this time with jing quan as well..we went prawning!! well there was supposedly more people but all of them ninjaed away :P..prawned for three hours then had a great dinner at the zi cha stall there.. heres some pictures i took cause i was bored lol...

The nice and dark waters the prawns are in!

Prawn Bait..yucks

And presenting HENDRY!!!Lol Happy Birthday again!!

Monday! i went to Jian Bao house with Edwin, Zachary, Chan Wei, Matthew, Tommy, Julius, Ridzuan and Slyvester...we went to buy food for steamboat...then its MvC3 time!!tried it out...it was fun! now i regret not having a ps3 lol...after that i mahjonged a bit...then its steamboat time! oh and bbq as well!...its like a mess fest 10 guys, 1 steamboat+bbq, lots of food...actually too much...in the end had to throw away some...before i left, i had another few rounds of mahjong...and i won some money! lol last round man tai...win back all the loss :D..

Featured music:Dr. Dre - I Need A Doctor (Explicit) ft. Eminem, Skylar Grey
A r&b song by a few of the best- Dr Dre and Eminem..Skylar Grey, or Holly Brook in the past, sings the lyrics, making it a rather addictive song...check it out!

i finally have a break today...and im embarking my going out tmr again lol...so heres the next part of Life or Death as promised..

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Life or Death-The Machine

The black dagger laid on the table, amongst the other daggers. The intricate design and manufacture of the hilt makes it stand out from the rest. A simple hilt with an empty slot, for placement of magic orbs to enhance the dagger. However, simply placing the orbs in does not enhance the dagger, experience in both magic and machinery is required to bring out the potential of the infusion.

D grabbed the dagger of the table and proceeded to her contact. Another target has been specified. She reached the bar in no time. After getting and assuring that all information of the contact is promptly received, she immediately left out for her target. She was rushing for time. It was after all, the day her parents died.

The target this time lives in the southern part of central Undertow and D has confirmation that he belongs to a noble family of engineers. Simply named Aes, he belonged to the family of Copper, which is one of the few whom had helped out for the boom of the machine industry. D knew this was going to be a tough job, but she wants to end this as quickly as possible.

With little time to waste, D reached Aes workshop. She carefully stepped through the planes of shadows around the workshop, finding her victim. Aes was loacted deep in the workshop, surrounded by machines. From a simple mechanical table to life sized robot, he work deep and hard on them. D approached Aes carefully, hoping that the same situation like last time would not happen.

It was a useless hope. Aes turned around with a heat seeking device on his face. He was tipped off that D was coming. His finger pushed a small button on the side of his work table. In a matter of seconds, several life sized robots surrounded D. There were almost human like robots, with retractable hands for weapons to come out off. D was in a same situation as last time, cornered again. With heat seeking inbuilt in the robots as well, her disappearing act was unable to be performed.

With no more choices for her to choose from, she took out her black dagger, and readied for battle. A few of the robots changed out their hands for guns, as programmed by Aes. D immediately rolled under and out of being surrounded, and took to use the terrain she was given. The robots shot mindlessly at her, as she ran around the workshop, using the tools and parts as temporary shields. The other few robots without guns switched to drills and spikeballs, and chased after her in the midst of the firing.

Aes laughed as he sat in a mechanical suit, protecting him from the firing of the robots. He taunted D as he laughed, commenting on how a lowly assassin can never reach the flesh of him. Throughout the running and the taunting, D thought of a plan to clear up this mess. She slotted back her black dagger and took out 2 pistols from her side. Aes saw her pistols and laughed. He proudly told D that his robots are resistant to gunfire and no amount of bullets is going to penetrate the mechanical suit he is in.

Putting the taunt aside, D took out two aquamarine orbs. They were orbs made with the magic of water. D slotted the orbs into the slot where clips were suppose to be. she then started to speak in Latin under the midst of fire.

"With the Might of the machines,
The Essence of Magic,
And the Power of infusion,
Grant me the strength and energy for Destruction!"

The words was used by D and her parents as well for infusions. They were weapon infusers, specifically infusing magic and machine brought or provided by the magicians and engineers.

Upon finishing the chant, D immediately turned and started firing at the robots, dodging the incoming bullets at the same time. Aes continued to laugh at her foolishness. D slowly approached Aes, avoiding the robots and the bullets.

With every step she takes, the robots walked slower, turned slower and fired lesser bullets. Aes was surprised at the rate the robots were compared to her. He immediately brought up the overview of the robots and found out that the robots were operating at normal speed, yet was significantly slower than usual. D was a finally a few steps away from Aes. She fired both her pistols right at heart of the mechanical suit.

Aes looked down at the suit. It was rusting up. He realized what had happened. The air around the workshop was more concentrated inside than outside. With this small bit of help and her sense of intuition, she had infused her pistols with large amount of water. The water and air made the copper-made robots rust up, eventually stalling them.

Aes quickly got off the suit and ran for it. D slotted back her pistols and took back out the black dagger. She aimed at the back of Aes and threw her dagger. It landed right where she wanted. She withdrew the dagger and slipped back to the shadows, heading back to the grave of her parents. Aes laid on the floor, his body slowly turning into rust, and with a crack, he disintegrated along with his robots.

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so thats it, a rather long post i might say...i will update again soon..most probably after my constant going out..

"Living life is like living through a story"-TheNihilist

Life or Death

2011-02-26T23:48:00.003+08:00

Life or Death-The Kill

It's the time of the day, the coming of another target. D looked at the picture she was given. A young female, possibly a few years older than her. She wore a striking red dress with a jewelries crusted with diamonds and sapphire. An obvious tattoo indicate her to be from one of the nobles ruling Undertow now, the family of Aer.

D left the Assassins and head to the bar. She has a contact working there, the Bartender. The Bartender belongs to one of another section of the Cult, known as the Spies. They are similar to the assassins, being able to slip into the shadows, leaving no traces of themselves. They, however do not draw blood, but simply stalk the prey and gather information. Another difference is that they do not have a definite prey given by the Cult, as a result, they have manage to stalk and gathered almost all information on every personnel in the world of life and death, and continues to do so everyday with new prey introduced by the Cult.

D was in luck. Her job can be simply done by the end of the night. Her prey lives alone near the northern part of central Undertow, where all nobles live in luxury. D immediately slipped into the shadows, and proceeded to her destination.

By mid-evening, she had reached the house of the target. Her prey immediately got into her sight. She had fatigue written all over her face. D knew it was going to be an easy job. She walked through the planes of shadow and held out her jagged dagger. Her heartbeat started to beat faster. Adrenaline pumped as she neared her target. Its time for her to draw blood. She brought back her hand and thrusts up with a force she could muster.

Her dagger hanged in mid air. She was shocked as she tried to move her hand. Caligo Aer turned and laughed. D was discovered before she made the killed, and Caligo was a magician of air. Magicians are part of the reason the Undertow was able to get to its golden age. They are born with the ability to manipulate their body to produce a certain kind of element or object, often being pass down in the family. They are also capable of creating orbs and thus passing them to others for infusing. The Aer family was known for their superior air abilities, vital information D's contact left out.

D touched her tattoo on her immobilized right arm. The tattoo started to glow, and within a second, the whole room was filled with fog that would normally render a person blind. Caligo, on the other hand, was still able to move. Her specialty, to D's disadvantage, was mist or fog. D broke off the air prison and blended in with the surroundings, moving around to prevent the incoming attack forming on Caligo's hands. Her attack was strengthen by the mist around D, making it lethal per shot. D was cornered. The mist was to help her out, now it backfired, making her just like any other helpless girl in a fog-filled haunted town.

She had to think. It is a do or die situation for her. More adrenaline pulsed through her brain. She thought of an idea. A way to kill Caligo, and she only has one shot to do it. She touched her hand again. This time, it created another copy of her. Both rushed towards Caligo from her back, maintaining the ever light footsteps D always had. As D approached her, Caligo turned and fired off a fog missile. It hit D straight through her heart. D fall down to her knees as Caligo looked at her with a smirk.

A dagger punched through the back of Caligo. She turned around to see another D in horror. Caligo was too arrogant to not notice that D had made a copy of herself. D pulled out the dagger, lacerating Caligo. With this she slipped back into the shadows, now visible through the fog being cleared, and left for her bounty.

Caligo fell to the ground, her face shocked as her life slowly slipped away. A magician of Aer, damaged by a lowly member of the world of death. Her body starts to disintegrate into mists, her face turned to horror as she looked at it. D's dagger was made specially by her. The weapon was a mechanical dagger specially infused with a certain kind of magic of poison. Horror turned into nothing as she perished into mists.

18/02/2011 / Life or Death

2011-02-18T21:28:00.003+08:00

This week was rather weird for me...i gt Hand Foot Mouth disease due to my sis so i have to quarantine at home...doesn't feel that bad either...can have a break at home.. anyways i will not be updating much till mid march cause its project week and rather busy...but i will try to put some stuff up...

sun, 12th, before i gt HFMD...i went to sakura with guo yan, royce and wei lun... that place is like nice when u start...but u get sian of the food after a while...haizz...any nice buffet to recommend? anyway after that we went to play in-between..gy lost a lot...to wei lun -.- i peace though...then wl treat us to some breezer...took us nearly half an hour to open without a bottle opener...

featured music: In The Morning by J. Cole Feat. Drake

alright a r&b/ hip hop song for this week...much slower tempo then the songs i hear lately so its rather soothing for me...listen to it maybe u will like it..

so i was asked to write a new story...i actually wanted to write MY story...but..its too short....and i dont tink its good to such heavy stuff...so im gonna try writing a fantasy story...tell me if u wan MY story instead in the tagboard...

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Life or Death-The Chosen

D slipped into the shadows. The target was rather easy to score and the job was done without any traces.

The Undertow, a town of machinery and magic, a town of both life and death. D was born in this town, into a family of nobles. The family was one of the few that incorporates magic and machine and flourished during the golden age of machine and magic. That was twenty years ago.

Nowadays, D struggles to get by with the days. The family business went downhill upon the death of D's parents. D could no longer depend on the machine and magic industry. She turned towards the "death" side of the town. Being recruited into the world of death was easy, surviving in it was not. Upon reaching the small outpost at the northern side of the town, she immediately went to the Cult and she was recruited as a mercenary.

The Cult was a organization that both the world of life and death has no control over. They are located everywhere in the town of Undertow, yet no one could find out where they are. What D found was just a sub section of the Cult, the Assassins. Mercenary's who killed under orders from the Cult. They kill people from both the world of life and death, and they hide in the shadows, lingering, stalking and killing their prey. Each successful kill would grant them some metal. Money has became worthless in the town, and metal was used as a form of currency due to the usefulness and scarceness of it.

Every other day, D receives a target, mainly just a picture and the location where she can perform the task. She had manage to save up some metal each week. She then started on her plan. Her plan to upheaval the Undertow, to get back the glory her family had lost.

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alright so i hope u like the new story...if not tell me in the tagboard... so thats it...look out for the next update!

"Life equates to Death"-TheNihilist

13/02/2011

2011-02-13T16:21:00.002+08:00

Thanks for all the comments on the story...heres a video...i will update soon..im going out now:P
A cover of grenade by BOYCE AVENUE

8/02/2011/ Untold-The End

2011-02-08T23:46:00.004+08:00

The new year break ended! and im back to classes/coding/blogging!! This is gonna be a long long long post!

Thur! Chinese new year 初一！I had lots of ang baos on the first day!! went to my grandma house to bai nian then had steamboat!! then i spent the afternoon talking to my cousins and played sopme dai di cause i was bored in the end...evening, we went to my father's cousin house, or wun pei as i call him...his house is HUGE! its like the size of 4 low level condos...6 mil...i want to buy :D....my cousins and i planned each person 2 mil 4 cousins in the future each 1 side yeah!! At night the whole family went to watch all's well that ends well 2011...its a new year comedy show...a chinese parody show of movies like ip man and inception...a joker show but nevertheless its for the new year so if u have time check it out...

Fri, second day of new years...i went to 2 of my aunts house...laze around the place doing nth much for the whole afternoon...i guess new years are like that...evening, i went ot one of my cousin's new apartment...its at tanjong pagar, called pinnacle @duxton, oh its hdb btw by it looks like a condo...anyway she lives on the 35th floor...and i went up to the rooftop garden to play as well...the view is damn nice up there!

i spent sat lazing around at one of my uncle's place...and sun afternoon at home....seems like everyone is rather busy nowadays...but i had lots of fun on the first 2 days with my cousins!

Sunday night,me and my cousins, Leslie and Brandon, went to esplanade to see a performance by Duman High Chinese Orchestra. Leslie's girlfriend,Esther is playing the er hu in it...and she got some solo parts as well! Its damn pleasing to my ears and her solo is rather good as well...too bad all of you may not get to hear it! After that we went for a coffee break at starbucks before going home...this new year break is rather unique this year!

Im suppose to have a featured song of the week...but i decided not to do it...however I have a video to share! photos take up a huge amount of space...so i spent some time and complied them into a video below! Enjoy and tell me whether its good or not!

Alright now for the finale of Untold, its not gonna be told in the normal way so read on to find out...

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Untold:The End(Finale)

I stood there with a rather unsettled heart. I took a peek at my watch. I was early by 10 minutes. I was suppose to pick her up at 6 for dinner. I have finally decided to confess my feelings to her, hoping she would accept me. This was going to be the most daring thing I did this faithful year.

As she approaches towards my car, I was instantly mesmerized be her as she came into my field of vision. I quickly regained my composure and gestured her for the seat in the car.

The moon shone brightly as we sat down at our table,overlooking the calm sea, feeling the cool breeze. I offered her a toast, for our everlasting friendship and to a better future. With dinner finishing at a acceptable pace, we sat there drinking some red wine, enjoying each others' company. The setting was perfect, I plucked up my courage and prepared my heart. "We had been on a great friendship ever since the start of the year. It has been exceptional for me and I hope that it is so for you as well. Long story short, I have been developing feelings for you near the start of our friendship, and I wish to further advance our relationship. Do I have the honor for you to be my girlfriend?" I looked deep into her eyes as I asked her.

She requested me to calm down right after I asked her. She then asked if I was drunk from the red wine we drank. She then said with a rather serious manner: " I think that we should continue to stay as friends. Being a couple might cause the strong friendship of ours to sour, and I am not ready for a relationship at the moment."

I was disappointed. However, I kept the disappointment down under and nodded in agreement with her explanation. To lighten up the mood, I joked that I might keep this feeling and ask her again in the future when she is ready. The night went by rather undisturbed, though I was rather sad about her response.

My Birthday was merely a few months away. She suddenly called me and wanted to celebrate my birthday. I was rather surprised yet were very happy about the situation. I decided to push back any celebration for me by "Mr Clubber" and "Mr Popular" in accordance for her to have the evening with me.

The night came fast. We celebrated with a nice meal at one of the few favorite cafe we went to, a wonderful cake made by her and her company with me on that evening. She had another surprise for me. She told me someone was coming down to celebrate my birthday as well. I thought long and hard who it was but all my guesses were wrong. Then she gave me this riddle: The person is someone I know that I do not know that I know. Weird she gave me a riddle but the surprise was revealed rather quickly. She introduced the guy that came as her "probational" boyfriend.

I was stunned as i heard her introduction. I regained my composure and had a nice small talk with the guy. In reality, my heart was stabbed by a thousand swords, broken into a thousand pieces and burned in a furnace of a thousand degree. I finally manage to be alone when she decided that it was late and she was going to go home with her boyfriend. I was devastated as i reached home. Anger rise over me as I asked myself why did I fall in love with her, and why did she brought the guy down on my birthday, knowing I had feelings for her.

She sent me a message as i sat down after pouring a glass of wine, asking if the guy was good in my point of view. She wanted me to rate if the guy was suited for her. I replied with a simple "yes and no worries about it" and sat alone in the balcony, holding the lone glass of red wine and stared at the pure,dark new moon.

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Thinking of my actions and thoughts for that two faithful incident in the past, I cannot believe I had gone through so much in such a small time. Nevertheless, I guess I shall move on, focusing on my work and investments, leaving relationship matters aside for a while.I do hope she goes well and long with her current boyfriend, but i guess our friendship shall temporarily be at a halt, for I wish not to be a hindrance to them.

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With this i end the story, I had lots of fun writing it and i hope any one of you reading liked the story. By the way its FICTION! so don't judged me with it!LOL..look forward for any new stories and my next post!

"Ending signifies a beginning, while beginning signifies an end, it is just an infinite loop."-Haskel Chua

03/02/2011

2011-02-03T01:06:00.002+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year guys! Short post here, wishing everybody a great year ahead!
Nothing much went past through the week but tmr onwards would be great! so stay soon for updates cause there is gonna be a long post!

Featured music:Hold it against me cover by Sam Tsui and Kurt Hugo Schneider
Wonderful cover by the two artist...go check it out!

"A new year, a beginning or a end?"-TheNihilist

25/01/2011

2011-01-25T21:50:00.003+08:00

Alright so heres a mini update cause im free today...im having a cold so im free as im trying to recover!

Below is a very nice cover of airplanes so check it out lol im only updating this

"Sickness is a way of life."-TheNihilist

21/01/2011 /Untold-The Finish

2011-01-21T23:44:00.006+08:00

So i have not been bloggin much since the start of this year but im trying my best! Assignments are stacking up till march so forgive me not not updating my log or my story...

so this monday i went to play LAN lol....Starcraft 2, modern warfare 2, battlefield 2...great games playing with Chan Wei,Matthew,Edwin and Zachary, we pon lesson to play...and we got caught on thur LOL...Mr Quah, lecturer plus manager/discipline saw us...and asked us where we went ! In the end he ask if we went to 'sleep ' lol so we said yeah...he did not scold ah...just u noe told us important stuff...

this afternoon i went to watch Shaolin with Matthew,Edwin, Zachary, Hong Jie and Fu Kuan...and yes i pon another lesson....bullshit lesson, giving us back my fail test paper...so i dont feel like going...neither did the rest lol...the show was not bad...its a chinese show btw...epic fighting, action and serious humor, worth its price! I would give it a 8/10..

Featured Song: It's Complicated by A Day to Remember

Alright a more hard rock/metal like song...this is a new album i just bought..it may not be to ur liking but the lyrics are rather meaningful...

oh blogwalkers/random people with links are evil! they will eventually flood the tagboard so much that others can tag what they feel....THEY ARE SPAM....so please do not cheer them on thanks:D
so thats it for this short post...i guess i shall leave you with a small part of the story?

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The Finish(Aftermath)

A few months since that faithful day have passed right before my eyes. I can't believe such an incident had happened. He is currently working well in the company and my investments still seem safe. She, on the other hand, has been rather free and is constantly asking me out for a coffee break. Come to think of it, it's been a long time since I had a break, much less meeting up with her.

Another invitation from her, I guess this break would be better for me in the long run. Meeting up with her also lightens up my day as well. I guess the coffee break is set with her later this afternoon, I shall finish up my current work.

Oh, she looks rather gorgeous today, or it is just me missing her. Nevertheless, she seems to be more cheerful today. She must have had a perfect morning, or a new guy. I shall probe her on it.

She denies any existence of another guy in her life, just saying that having me satisfy her.I do not know whether that was a joke or was it serious but that sentence did satisfy me. I shall ask her about the events with him as well.

I guess they are really mad at each other.Both of them are not even talking to each other at all. She seem to be rather angry at him lashing out at me, his actions making her feel rather uncomfortable. I guess she treats me as a relatively close friend. I am glad to have her as my friend as well. Let's hope this kind of relationship is able to withstand the forces of the society.

"Wow, I guess I am important to you?" I joked at her remarks.
"Yes, you are." She said with a rather shy yet confident face.

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"All's gone for now."-TheNihilist

10/01/2011

2011-01-10T21:07:00.002+08:00

ITS 2011! and this is my first post of the year! i have been rather busy doing my school days but im back to update!

DEC 31! Last day of new years

me ashley hendry and jing quan went to manhattan to eat dinner..then we go pool! we played pool till 12 am next day! AND ITS NEW YEAR!

so after that we went to hendry's house nearby supermarket and bought lots of full and drinks!!! then we went to hendry's house and watched movies throughout the whole night! We watched home alone and the gods must be crazy...the latter show is damn funny you should go check it out!We ate crap loads of chips+chocolate+ junk..and drank loads of red bull + nutrisoy...total whacked out that morning...all of us fell asleep at like 6+...and finally woke up at 10+ to go home...oh we left the ice cream uneaten ....

Last week was pretty much a hellish week for me...assignments due, tests and practicals to hand up...but it was open house on thursday as well! so i went down to find Edwin and Zac who was on duty...and we watched a few performance by NYP's CO and dance crew...they were actually quite good...Great performance and atmosphere..worth to find it on youtube!

Sat me, guo yan, brandon, shi jie, jason, hong an and darren went to the siloso beach! it was to celebrate gy and jason's birthday...we first took the luge ride down, sky ride up, and luge down again and got to the beach...enjoyed the water and we dug a sand pit for jason! Photos are on my facebook so go see...and then brandon came after a few hrs with a ball! so we played monkey and captain's ball..after tat we showered and went for dinner!!!we went to marina square to eat sakura teppanyaki buffet...it was not bad...then we went to udders for ice-cream!!! UDDER'S HAS GOOD ICE-CREAM!!!their ice-cream is a little alcoholic and it tastes surprisingly great...try it out sometimes...

Featured song of the week: Fall For Your Type by Jamie Foxx ft Drake
A English song this week...its a rather sad song as well but it holds true to its lyrics...check it out!

so a rather late post...pictures are on facebook which link is on my profile press the 'e' at the top...enjoy the week! I will be back soon with part 6 of the story and more updates...

"Does it matter whether the year starts or end?"-TheNihilist

Untold-The Storm

2010-12-30T23:03:00.002+08:00

Alright im having a bad day today but i feel i should update something before the new year...the next update will come around next monday or tue so enjoy this last post of the year. Oh right and please read the disclaimer thanks

Disclaimer: The series of Untold is purely fictional and is totally made up for anyone whose mind ain't processing right or skipped my first post regarding writing a FICTIONAL story. Any resemblance to living or dead is purely coincidental and any attempt to insult or sue me based on the story will not be entertained and tolerated.

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The Storm(Cold War)

SO why am I here? I should really ask them that. It was suppose to be a date between she and "Mr Popular" and I have to be dragged into it. This is totally absurd by my standards. I shall consult them on why I am dragged into this cold and intense date.

Oh. Apparently both of them has issues to sort out with one another, and I have to be the middle-man to help them. And of cause it concerns me as well. Great. What a perfect afternoon to waste. I could have used the afternoon to hang out with the crew and go for a delicious dinner at the newly opened open-aired restaurant. I guess I have to help them sort out their problems fast if I were to have the evening to myself.

Alright, so the issue is that he thinks she has feelings for another guy, which is most possibly me by his description of "concerning me", and is not committed to the relationship. This is really making me uncomfortable. She, on the other hand, thinks that this is technically not a relationship and should not be treated too serious, and should be treated more like testing out the interaction with one another, a step to decide on whether a relationship is possible. I didn't know she treats him like this, hopefully I am not treated like that.

The atmosphere is getting colder, and it is making me very uncomfortable sitting here looking at both of them.How am I suppose to solve this impartially.On one hand he is one of my better male friends and business partner. On the other, she is someone I have feelings for and had been friends for a considerable amount of time. This is giving me a rather bad headache. I shall trust my gut instinct and tell them what I can concoct within this small time period.

The decision would be that she treats him with more respect and tells him if she is not interested with him. He will have to be less invasive on her privacy and treats her with equal respect. I hope this might help them to iron out the problem, and end this pointless argument.

"Both of you are my good friends and I hope you two understood what I have just said." I followed up with the solution.
"You know what, you are no help at all, you should have persuaded her to give up and come with me, not giving me a useless advice." He said with a rather unhappy look.
"I cannot believe you said that, you disappoint me."She said as she gestured for me to leave.

Untold-The Decision

2010-12-26T23:29:00.002+08:00

The Decision(After effects)

So should I or should I not? It's been several days and I am still stuck with this thought. Damn him, he's so popular yet he still took a liking to her. However, he is after all my friend and business partner, so I am obliged to do him such a favor. What a weird position I am in now. Maybe some red wine to help out with the dilemma. Oh a message from him, seems like he wants to ask her out soon. I guess delaying won't make a difference, I shall give him her number. I hope she don't mind though, I shall drop her a message as well. Tonight's gonna be a long night for me I guess.

Well, its been several days since "Mr Popular" has her number. I should ask him if he had asked her out. "...". Wow, the date seemed to pass very well, I guess I should be happy for them. I shall fish some information from her about "Mr Popular".

She seemed to have a rather good impression of him. I guess this is common as he is rather popular among the ladies. Even more so when he speaks. Time to get more saucy information from her. Her message seemed to come rather late, as if she had been thinking about it rather seriously. However, the message did not specify whether or not she is considering him. It;s time to get serious, time to call her.

"So, after thinking through it, are you and him going on a more serious relationship?" I asked after the rather long greeting we had.

"I don't know, I am torn in between a dilemma now." She said with a rather weird voice.

25/12/2010

2010-12-25T21:37:00.002+08:00

Merry Christmas EVERYONE! A update cuse im bored!

so monday and tuesday went to pool with hao weng wilfred and keegen...yeah tats it...went pool LOL...oh btw wilfred and keegen is always late....PLS BE ON TIME THANKS

Thur was suppose to be 6 ach gathering but all of them dont wanna come :(....so its the 4 of us again..went to watch meet the parents:little fockers...the show is funny as hell...worth the ticket money! its a comedy with a heartwarming side...so go watch it i give it 8.5 stars!

ytd is christmas eve! i went out with guo yan, wei lun, zhi hui and bing cheng and went to eat sakae sushi! we wanted to go for sakura buffet but it was full..eventually we went to the cpf building and ate til 9+...then we went for pool again...played till 12+..then went to walk orchard plus starbucks! by the time i reach yishun was 2+...watched bc ate his supper and go home...went to slp at 4....

and now im at my cousins house enjoying a great dinner and thier company... oh and blogging here cuse my cousin is playing...and the adults are talking stuff i aint interested...so yeah

song of the week:倪安東 - 散場的擁抱

yes a chinese song...but its still a nice song...by the same singer as last wk...enjoy the song and the sad mv!

so tats it..oh the tagboard is under attack...help? lol...part 5 of the story coming up!

"Emotions can lead to utter destruction."-TheNihilist

Untold-The Introduce

2010-12-23T01:05:00.002+08:00

The Introduce (New storm)

A great La Chic Martinique I am tasting tonight. It's the guys night out, I am glad I get to have this opportunity to have this night out with them. They are great friends and I should someday get to tell them that. Well, I shall go for a round or two of pool with them.

On, "Mr Clubber" is my opponent. I shall pose him a friendly challenge, maybe a round of drink for everyone? "..." A satisfying match, and a free drink as well.

Oh, a message by her. She's coming down now to pick up her keys. One has to wonder how did she get into her apartment yesterday.Apparently, I found it in my car after I left her. She is coming over now, I guess introducing her to the crew would not be a bad idea. Moreover, she already know a few of them.

Oh she's here, time for the good old introduction, "My Girlfriend". "..." . Looking at everyone's shock face just cracks me up. She seems to fit in very well, making it very convenient. Alright, a round of pool with her and "Mr Clubber", another round of drinks on her winning i guess.

Woah, what a night. I cannot believe I had so much drinks and fun. She seems to have a lot of fun as well, right now a bit tipsy as i walk her to the apartment again. Oh she leaves with a room mate. No wonder she could get in yesterday. Well I shall go back to my abode and rest as well.

Oh a phone call. Its "Mr Popular" from the crew. "...." . He's asking me to meet-up right after the party we had. This is weird but I shall agree.

"Hey so what's up? Did you forget to tell me something important about our investments?"I said as I got out of my car.
"No, its just that the girl you brought in today was rather cute, so can you pass me her number? he said with a sneered smile on his face.

Untold-The Restart

2010-12-22T00:21:00.003+08:00

The Restart(All's new)

Should I drop her a message? This thought went by me for several days now. So should I or should I not? I guess asking her out for a movie should be fine. I should do it now since I might back-out later.

Great. She replied within minutes that she would enjoy a movie. Just the two of us. Lets go check out what movie there is. "...." . A romantic-action movie. At least I would not feel bored watching it with her. Yawning in front of her is a serious blunder to do. I can't wait for the movie.

7. She seems to be on time, coming out of the building. She is rather pretty today, I should take this opportunity to praise her. She seems rather comfortable sitting right beside me as I drive. Tonight just started out to be rather well.

Oh just in time for the movie. I should pick up some popcorn just in case it gets awkward. She seems to have a dislike to it. I guess no popcorn then. Oh, our seats are taken by another couple, I should ask them politely. Oh they are her friends. I cannot believe what a coincidence this was. She seems to be rather flustered as she fixed that we are not a couple to them. I guess she wants to leave her options open.

The movie was rather fine unlike what I have imagined. She seems to be rather calm throughout and is as of now. I should have been more focused inside the theater. Nevertheless, its a good transition to the dinner. The restaurant serves rather appealing steak, I hope she will enjoy that as well.

She ordered a pasta served with codfish. I guess she don't have an appetite for steak. I shall order a steak then. Oh right red wine is a must as well, it will let the dinner to be less tense. She seems to like the food, and seems rather relax as she talk about her daily mundane stuff she is going through. I should try to provide her with constructive comments, maybe pop in a joke or two.

She seemed to have enjoyed the dinner. I shall send her home now since its getting rather late. I do hope I left her a rather good impression and that we could have another movie or dinner again. I guess I should accompany her up to the apartment she lives in. Oh she seems to be tugging me to follow her into the apartment.

"Its getting late, I should not be bothering you or anyone leaving in that apartment.I do hope you enjoyed yourself."-I said as I resist her tugging towards her apartment.
"Alright, I really enjoyed myself today."-She said as she released my hand gently.

2010-12-22T00:09:00.002+08:00

So heres a very depressing post to log today..

so hao weng ask for pool..so i agree..wilfred came...and Lydia came...with his guy and bro...the depressing thing is not tat i miss her or wat...but is the fact tat i felt totally nothing...same as when my grandfather died...ppl feel sad...regret..maybe even rage...i felt...nothing...not emptiness but nothing...it seems as if my emotions mechanism is back up...i felt like tis...actually till now...not relly feeling anyting...so im depressed tat im actually such a kind of person...practically an empty shell inside...lets have a breakdown
rage-nvr relly felt rage be4, any anger or anyting just gulp down...overtime...thres it just feels "like that lor"...
sadness/grieve- up to now...nvr felt sad as well...above mentioned tat my grandfather died..i felt..nothing...
happiness- i may laugh/enjoy the day...but real happiness has nvr struck me...
well truth to be told...maybe i felt a little of those when i was still close with her..the dropping of the defensive "wall" and the unlocking of the mechanism seems to be able to work up my emotions..but im back up and running...i just feel nothing...suddenly nihilism seems very suited to me...

Untold-The Crumble

2010-12-19T22:18:00.002+08:00

The Crumble (Light's Out)

Half a Year just went past with a blink of an eye. I cannot believe how busy I was. Well at least I did enjoy the last couple of times we went out. I enjoyed much of their laughter and the pool. It helped us to understand each other better, be it being a "clubber" or just another girl.

Oh a phone call. "..." . Alright a great timing he called. A break at the chalet and the beach would be very beneficial to me now. I should ask them whether they are attending.It seems like they are rather busy, but they do not want to forgo such a tempting weekend. I shall check up with them a few days later i guess.

They did manage to free up their weekend. Great, I shall ask "Mr.Clubber" to meet up since we live a couple of streets away. I should go and pack some clothes, and of course some beach-wear.

Another few days passed and I managed to survive for this weekend I hoped for. Onto the chalet and the beach. I wanted to drive but he offered me a ride so I shall follow along. Oh shes in the ride as well. What a nice start to the holiday. This could be the ride that I will not forget.

The first day went by with a blast. I can't believe time went past even faster here. The beach was awesome, we had loads of fun playing beach volleyball. The girls were cute too. With the dinner finishing a while now, I can have some peace and quiet to chill out and think. I should grab some sleep and enjoy tomorrow. Maybe after another glass of the great red wine I am holding. Oh she's leaving with her friends. I guess I should go say good night and good bye.

Morning. The sleep was rather comfortable despite squeezing with the rest of the guys. The girls on the other hand should have a rather appealing sleep, since their room are rather empty. Time to grab some breakfast. The nearby cafe should be rather appealing to our tastes, and is relatively affordable as well. Lets see what the others say about it.

We decided and settled for the cafe. As of now, I am finishing my crepe. Its rather exquisite in compare with its price. I should go and talk to the owner and chef of this place, maybe they would consider earning extra cash. Oh shes here. Shes seems a little upset for some reason. Did something happen to her friends? or did she just drank too much? All this speculation and no answer, I should go talk to her.

She managed to pull me aside from the rest, right into a convenience store. She seems a little teary. "...". Oh my, I cannot believe what I have just heard. She must be feeling devastated now. How should I go about comforting her? This is the first time I have been expose to such a tragic event. She should not have went off with her friends. I believed sticking with her right now would be a good idea.

The rest of the afternoon became very weird. I sat there with her, chilling out. The rest on the other hand were too tired to do anything but slack around and play some board games or watch some tv. Right now, we are having dinner at the same place this morning. The view's wonderful and she seems to like it as well. The menu they have for dinner is extensive and the steak tastes perfect. The only thing that is boggling me, however, is what I have heard in the afternoon. I wonder what she is feeling now.

Finishing the dinner, the rest of the crew decided to go to the beach for the wonderful breeze. I sat by on the cooling sand, with a bottle of wine by my side. She came by and sat beside me.

"Some wine and a nice breeze to calm down? Are you feeling alright?" I asked while holding the wine glass.

"With you, I should be fine."She said, almost tearing up her eyes.

19/12/2010

2010-12-19T00:34:00.002+08:00

12.34! As i started to write tis blog post...so heres wat happened this wk!

TUESDAY! Its CHAN WEI's Birthday! yay! celebration!so we went out after our morning classes...went to have dinner at sakae in ION orchard with edwin,zac matthew,hong jie and fu kuan...everyone was there! after tat we went on a L.A.N spree..played call of duty black ops and cs for hrs...erm round 2+ hrs....at night we went to just acia to camp! we were too full for dinner so we ordered the dumpling set....then enjoyed the drinks and ice-cream...beside us was another guy having his bdae! LOL wat timing! HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN CHAN WEI!

thur, i went to watch tron:legacy with bing cheng, zi zhao,wei lun, royce,heng le and guo yan....we went to eat manhattan be4 we went for the movies...the show was not bad...great concept...nice effects...just a little geeky since its based on a game...but with Olivia Wilde, everyting is less geeky :p...its a movie tats worth its money but not relly extrodinary...i guess my hopes were too high? i give it 7.5 /10 stars!

ytd i went to hav dinner with chan wei and edwin at orchard...walked around, had an eye feast and ate at subway...was a typical friday...the lights at orchard are sweet though...

song of the week:倪安東 - Sorry That I Loved You

yes a chinese singer, i rarely listen to chinese singers but this song caught my attention...its a sad song...but its very meaningful as well...so listen to it..

so tats it for this wk...i tink i will continue the story a day or two from today...its fun to write! do leave constructive comments!

"The past shall remain buried"-TheNihilist

Untold-The Meeting

2010-12-18T01:31:00.003+08:00

So heres some story-writing off my mind...its a series that will be updated whenever i like...hope u people who read it like it...do leave comments! Btw, im doing it in a first person view...without any names...im pushing my limits:P

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Untold-The Meeting(The beginning)

Finally a break. All the things to do, all the expectations to meet. I can finally have a well-earned rest and enjoy life as it was portrayed to be. Onto the phone I guess.

Who should I call? I guess the rest of the crew would be good. We could go for a nice dinner at the restaurant with a nice sea view,and maybe go to a bar near it to enjoy some drinks and pool as well. So him,him, oh some female company would be good. So HER. Yes she would enjoy such a evening, i should call another in case she might get awkward with us guys. A "clubber" and a another dude, i would really appreciate it if the girls could come.

A great dinner.I hoped all of them enjoyed it. Lets head to the bar now. First round on me i guess. Her pool skills are actually quite good. I shall have a friendly challenge with her, its been a while since I had quite a match.

I let her win eventually. I'm just another typical guy. It's getting late for the girls, we should probably leave and head back. I do hope she had really enjoyed the evening, oh I should ask them as a whole.

"So was the evening satisfactory? Lets have another round next time!" I said as I looked at them for a feedback.
"Sure" She replied.

12/12/2010

2010-12-12T21:08:00.002+08:00

ITS 12/12! im at home sitting here blog...tmr hav math test and presentation :(....anyway heres tis wk blogpost!

so monday after class went to find seongy wilfred and keegen to buy seongy's FRED PERRY SHOE..I WAN 1...0.0 ...then we went to bugis to look at some stuff and i broght them to buy some rings!! YEAH NOW GT MORE PPL PEI ME WEAR.....rings are gd accessories...after tat went for dinner at just acia at dhoby xchange...ate till late then went for pool till 11+....which meant me reaching home late....well i had fun!

then its chiong assignments day...wed c++ assign+ project management test...fri software engineering assign...so i didnt do much till fri...

FRI...went to SGTCC...tats toy and comic con....MARVEL..OP...AND A WHOLE LOT OF OTHER CARTOONS I NVR SEE BE4....yeah went to walk around...with fotos...and AGAIN my phone is currently unable to connect to the com...so wait till i change to DHD....sweeeet....back to the topic...i went to walk with Chan Wei and Edwin...Zac out of commission and Matthew's sick/dont wanna go...so yeah we 3 only...stayed thre for a while...then went to eat JUST ACIA again lol...we had a saucy talk :P....it was fun!!!

so featured song of the week : GRENADE by Bruno Mars

Yes the same song...but i tink its a relevant song...since nowadays....its more rampant....well gd luck to everyone going through a sour period and those holding hopes for another...Im always available 24/7 if u ever need some one to be a ear/for advice on future/chu qi tong...

Well tats it for tis wk's post...im gonna end with a quote from The Big Bang Theory a comedy show in america....Can I Have a Virgin Cuba Libre?

"Learn to take things lighter, for the pain will kill you."TheNihilist

4/12/2010

2010-12-04T13:22:00.003+08:00

Its December!! and now is all the assignments and test! so sian...

I went out ytd with wilfred, keegen and seongy! wl royce and gy followed us along as well but they disapppeared half way... so they went to orchard to buy some clothes...we stood at topman for around an hr cuse wilfred nid to wait for the chgin rm! lol....then we walked around and gt to paragon...had toriQ and starbucks!...the rest met up with us thre...then we went heeren to look at shoes for seongy...i manage to get a black backpack and 2 shirts!...only me and wilfred bought smt...at night we went to din tai fung for dinner...had noodles and xiao long bao!! then went to hmv to buy bruno mars's and my chemical romance's new albums....now im listening to them..

i decided to not put the features title and the lines cuse thres so much to do..

MUSIC of the WEEK: Talking to the moon by Bruno Mars

Yes another song by him....heres the lyrics! Have a listen to it...and its dedicated to WILFRED :D and SOMEONE else i noe :D

I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away
I want you back
I want you back
My neighbors think
I'm crazy
But they don't understand
You're all I have
You're all I have

Chorus:

At night when the stars
light up my room
I sit by myself

Talking to the Moon
Try to get to You
In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon

I'm feeling like I'm famous
The talk of the town
They say
I've gone mad
Yeah
I've gone mad
But they don't know
what I know

Cause when the
sun goes down
someone's talking back
Yeah
They're talking back

Chorus:

At night when the stars
light up my room
I sit by myself
Talking to the Moon
Try to get to You
In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon

Do you ever hear me calling?
Cause every night
I'm talking to the moon
Still trying to get to you

In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon

I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away

so enjoy with tis short post...i will try to update wkly!! most prob its on the wkend but do look out for other post!

"Cold, cold world, can you survive it?"-TheNihilist

23/11/2010

2010-11-23T22:17:00.003+08:00

Around 3 wks no update so i shall do tat now!!! since im bored LOL

Last SAT AND SUN was ANIME FEST!!! i went thre on a sunday though...with gy seongy royce and hengle....went to eat at the noodle shop in northpoint...then went to suntec after a LOOOOONG trip....reach thre at like 3.30+..was suppose to meet up with Claudine...but missed her...TAKE GD CARE OF URSELF PLS....she fell sick after tat day lol .....anyway...went around...not as gd as last yr...the con itself was pretty boring....and the maids...look chui LOL....i nvr went in through...the queue was EPICLY long....at evening...the rest went off while me and gy stayed for the I LOVE ANISONG concert!

THE CONCERT WAS THE BEST !!! lol i sound like a huge otaku but watever....Angela, Scandal and Mayn was here this yr...personally i prefer Scandal as they are a live band which was damn nice .... but seriously though thre a hardcore fans....like seriously hardcore...we stood at the railings in the crowd...thre were ppl who are so excited they use the railing as a support for more strength LOL..all in all the concert was sick and great!

last tues...before my 3 pm lesson i had a 4.5 hr break...so me, zac, chan wei, matthew,edwin, hong jie and fu kuan went to marina square to eat...we bought a popcorn on the way thre...it was different...we bought corn cheese and caramel...they were great...then finish lunch at marina square and had fun at the arcade thre LOL...in the end we didnt feel like going back to sch :P...

sat,3 days ago, was darren chew's bday...so the guys of 4G went to east coast park to cycle!! alright not all the guys..had a great talk with lots of them on the bus,...then went to eat subway...and then its a 4hr ride to and fro changi beach! my butt hurts from the bicycle...hate bike seats man...at night...we went to eat at crystal jade at parkway parade! there was lots of stuff as we ate the steamboat buffet!!! BEEF AND DUMPLING MMMMMM.!!!!!i wan to go back thre and eat again!

oh the starcraft 2 free wkend just past...chan wei matthew hong jie and edwin gt into the game...ARE YOU GAME AS WELL? lol....today we all cept matthew went to play starcraft 2 and MW2 at lan..was very fun !!! they gt thrashed though :P....well screw the ai LOL....

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Features
so a short feature section..

Featured music :Bruno Mars-Grenade
so a diff kind of song as i always intro....a slow/sad song to be exact...quite meaningful..check it out

Featured Movie Review: Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Part 1

so i went to watch harry potter with timothy,guo yan,wei lun,royce,bing cheng and zhi zhao...we were separated into 2 each...with weilun sitting alone :P lol....

well its part 1...so not much thre is to say to it...quite...informative i suppose...a gd intro to the next part i might add...catch it...thre are parts of the movie which u will rmb...for gd ....great suspense in some parts and creepiness as well....overall its a 7.5/10 star movie....hope its better for the next part!

so tats it for the short features...shld i continue on this? or just make it such tat my blog is like a log for my life?? advise me on the tagboard...
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so yeah tats it on tis wks post...answer my question pls... i would like ot noe wat u all tink :D

"Are you ready for the end to come?"-TheNihilist

4/11/2010

2010-11-04T23:18:00.007+08:00

Alright finally a post...this is the 131st post by the way...so...nth special though LOL....

so last wk up to today was very normal...study study study~~~....

sat matthew, chanwei, edwin,zac and me went to orchard to buy citadel...its a card game like monopoly deal but its way harder!!!and we have been playing it like everyday since monday...
so we went to buy...and went to walk around as well...since we went thre very late...we went to have dinner at lucky plaza...the food was ok....then at night we went to try out the card game...took us an hr+just to understand and finish 1 gama...but it was fun~

tue...DRUMS...lol tats the norm...after tat...i met with tis 3rd yr guy from the same course...technically a diff course...cuse my course use to split into games and technical direction...im in games...well he is in td...which is visual effects now.....so i met him on the orientation ...he was asking us to fill up a survey....so yeah he gt my number by tat way...and ask me out for dinner...hes a great guy :D...*lets go other places to eat*

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Features

Today is the special edition of features as its the fifth~ so its gonna feature lots of content!

Games

Mini-game:Cursed Treasure
A short game for you all to enjoy..its one of my favorites from armorgames.com..go check it out..its a tower defense game which seem to make me addicted to it..

War3-Game: Legion TD
Another tower defense...but this is a map on warcraft 3...legion is FUN...and best played against another full team of 4...try it out~ oh and its on starcraft 2 as well

RTS: Starcraft 2-13 gate
UP to date...best RTS :D...nuff said

MMORPG:World of Warcraft-login screen :P
Yes im finally playing WoW...cataclysm is coming up...so ecpect the unexpected

UPCOMING :DIABLO 3-Demon Hunter
Next most hot game ...diablo 3....this will feature the trailer of the class Demon Hunter

Going to try:Fallout:New Vegas
The new fallout game...and its in vegas! heard it was not bad...imma try it out and review it on features~

Movies

Upcoming:Harry Potter And the Deathly Hallows Part 1
The part 1 of the final episode is coming soon ...on 18 November....a must watch if u had followed the movie/books up to date..Hype stars : ****/5

Going to Watch: Life As We Know It
A romantic comedy! Fu Kuan said it was good and very funny so I relly wan to watch it !!! its bout a guy and a lady which cannot be bgf becoming parents for their frens child!!!Lets hope its hilarious...Hype stars : ****/5

Must Watch: Departures
A must see japanese film... it tllls the story of a man undertaking the casketing job....its infused with comedy but nevertheless is quite a tear-jerking... Must watch Stars : *****/3

Music

Featured music of the week:Rocketeer by Far East Movement Ft Ryan Tedder
Alright another song by far east movement...however this song is not so club...its a more pop song with a story to it...and they collab with ryan tedder , the lead for One Republic....so yeah check it out with the link above...

Featured music video:Na Na Na by My Chemical Romance
Weirdest name for a song ever...the vid is interesting though...so yeah check it out...the song might grow on you as well :D

Featured album: A Thousand Suns by Linkin Park
They manage to earn millions thanks to their popular first 2 albums...with this they decided to change their style of music in this latest concept album...it went from hard rock to a more alt/experimental rock...depicting the effects of nuclear warfare...it also features several quotes from famous politician as well...so listen to some of their songs if u feel like trying out new things

Misc

Featured Website:Best of Tumblr
Heres a site that will entertain anyone whos bored...and put a smile on their face as well...check it out~
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So tats it for this SUPER DUPER POST...I will do this once in a while...when im free...so do look out for it~~

"Emotions my not come from one's heart but from their thinking"-TheNihilist

23/10/2010

2010-10-23T22:59:00.002+08:00

A mini post with features~~

1st class wk since the holidays..classes are getting tougher....not much of a surprise thre....still i wan the honeymoon easy 3.8 life for poly...guess its back to muggin for me...well thur i had a break and no classes....me , zac, chan wei,edwin,hong jie, matthew and fu kuan went to funan to pick up the C++ BIBLE...well chan wei and edwin were uber late LOL....anyways the rest of us went to buy the book then went to mind cafe..saw a cuttie thre :D....had fun for an hr playing random board games...after tat...chan wei and edwin came...while fukuan and hong jie left...so we went LAN...lol... we played battlefield....so fun...we played like 2hrs++..then we went dinner at ljs and went home...was a great day...but still im tired like .....especially since lessons are from 9 to 3 everyday...

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Features:Music

yeah its music again..well its random off my mind...s

Featured music : Like A G6 by Far East Movement Ft. The Cataracs and Dev
ok this is a totally different kind of genre from last wk's feature...this is a rap/dance song~~its very addicting!!!serious go listen to it!!!!

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so tats it for todays mini post...god im hooked on the song...

"Cast all worries away and live your LIFE"-TheNihilist

19/10/2010

2010-10-19T09:38:00.002+08:00

Blogging in lecture :D woots lol im just bored...advanced c++ is so boring....nth much is going on since last post...just a boring life...well i shall make a feature post then..

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Features:Video

A video shared by my friend, gives you something to think about :D Enjoy!!
What do you do in the lift??

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so tats it for this mini post ....i will post up some other days ~~~

"Getting bored is part of life"-TheNihilist

16/10/2010

2010-10-16T21:17:00.002+08:00

Its another update!!! Sch's up in 2 days though...but i guess i shall enjoy the "down"time....
i had a small break from sun to tues then its all fun again!!!

Wed...i went out with ashley to buy clothes and stuff in vivo....i had bought a nice pullover hoodie while ashley bought a few clothes....after tat jing quan came also...we bought a shirt for jing quan also...and i saw a nice beanie :D....they also tried the ice box in national geographic ......cold mon...LOL...after tat we had dinner at a cafe in b1 of vivo....its was quite gd....

then at night i chiong home and went to CHALET~~~~Ka june, Zac, Chan Wei ,Edwin and me taun till like 8 in the mrng watching movie and stuff....then had breakfast and bam....slp for an hr LOL....the rest slpt for 4....we then had sushi buffet....after tat we slack a while played some cards..Matthew and Wee Kiat came at 4+...we then set up for bbq....at night a lot of stuff happen sia...we had the ah beng view at the chalet...then 1 of the chalet beside us had 2 girls....they started to quarrel cause 1 of them pointed at the other ..weird crap...at night we went cycling!!!
we cycled from pasir ris to tampiness for a unopened prata shop...crap.....but it was fun...4 hrs of cycling..LOL....its like 3 in the mrng when we reach back....then paramedics came....not us...the one beside the ah beng chalet....someone had fits...and had to be send off....poor gal....taun till 5 and slpt to 9 then go home~~

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Features:Music

So another feature segment... and its bout music!

Featured music : Cemetery Weather by Isles & Glaciers
Its alternative rock so it may not be to your liking...i heard it from my guild leader in WoW and i highly recommend it to ppl who love alt rock

Featured music video: Waiting for the End by Linkin Park
Another alternative rock...but the video is cool and weird LOL....check it out!!!

the links are the titles so check it out~~and tag about it
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So tats it for this post....sch's starting so yeah...its gonna be more updates here...weird i noe LOL....look out for more features oso~~

"Teaching is learning if you are willing to"-Haskel Chua

10/10/10

2010-10-10T18:05:00.009+08:00

its the 10 day-10/10/10...so im gonna do a post with a new segment-FEATURES

so thur i went with ashley to gym and then shopped for his wallet....at somerset mrt....i stepped on a freaking stapler bullet....relly retarded...how the hell a stapler bullet appear in a mrt train...zzz..but me and ashley bought nice fossil wallet :D..

fri!!so fun...so wilfred, seongy, royce, me and keegen went to l.a.n cuse its the end of promos!...had lots of fun...then we went pool without keegen....but still it was fun!! then dinner at pizza hut...i miss sec 3/4 life...so fun~~~

sat...hao weng, zhi zhao, and zhi hui with me went to play poker pool at safra...well its more of a norm le....then we went lan lol...try out l4d new map the sacrifice...sadly its too hard to finish...3 tanks...wtf....after tat we went popeyes and had koi...

so i reach home at about 9+...then a phone call....she called....her bf was thre....so they said i was most of thier cause of fight...and he wan me to not sms her too much and over the line...i understand tat its my fault ah...then i realise he formally chap 1 oso...wa cb almost died ytd LOL....so i shall say tis : "Case closed. Information shall be revealed upon asking. No more blog about it."...well blogging is way too open on the net....

well so i hav 1 case off my hand le....anyone having any issue can come and find me...im gladly to help for free...
so 3 days in 1 small update LOL now onto the new segment

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FEATURES

so a new segment...movie reviews are just too restricted to 1...FEATURES on the other hand will allow me to post and review any thing i find interesting..

so todays feature is my game with gy against zhi hui...check it out at this link:
WATCH IT IN HD!!!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k6u9acuNABk

so post a tag or comment on the vid about it!!! ITs just epic by the way LOL

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so tats it for 2day's post...wat do you tink of the features section? do u wan the movie review back?? tag to let me noe!!

"Experiences help you along in life"- TheNihilist

5/10/2010

2010-10-05T13:37:00.002+08:00

CELEBRATION ~~~~~~
MY results are out ~~~

AND I GT GPA 3.8 WOOTS !!!!!

just wanted to share the good news here..well i have to work harder to get 4.0(max) for the nxt sem...I WANT TO GO AND PARTY!!!! WILFRED SEONGY WE MUST GO OUT AFTER PROMOS!

"Joy is just a phase of one's life"-TheNihilist

01/10/2010-About HASKEL

2010-10-01T20:47:00.004+08:00

So its october...ppl having promos/O level/PSLE/EXAMS.....well im having my holidays....so heres a special update....

Ytd while talking to ashley...he asked me to find a goal in my life.....as usual...its all back to the roots of nihilism....well i tot about it...heres my goals(if thre is any need anyway) :

Primary objective: Live --> Die

Secondary objective: Poly->CMU->Work = cash
Girl + love =relationship
cash+ relationship= Living

so a simple breakdown...then u will ask if i tink life has no pt...why go though life??? WELL...if life has no pt...do death has any pt? Life is the start and Death is the end....we hav to travel from the start to the end....like normal...no way round it...no pt bout it....so live life....and finally die...

Another point i wan to make is bout the good things and bad tings tat comes from nihilism...

Good Points: Decision-making has become a hell lot easier..its either like or don't like
no more getting "hook" to buy plans for savings and stuff
CHIMOLOGY PAWNS lol

Bad Points: People tend to use ur tinking and question ur way of life
Explaining to them sux

Well this is the few i hav tot of....yes im still any other guy on the street...so i do still hav feelings...which technically means my tinking may get messed up through the road of life...

This is getting morbid...but yeah....and no tis is not my special segement....well i hav my "LIFE UPDATE" below....so do check it out if u hav missed it

"The start of the journey is Life, the end is Death and the journey is one everyone have to go through"-Haskel Chua

29/09/2010

2010-09-29T23:58:00.003+08:00

Alright sp its actually 2 mins to midnight as m typing tis and im uber bored...so yeah an update to duno whose reading....

so wilfred guessed the ans -TheNihilist...tats my ign now by the way...u actually take every first letter of every word from N onwards from the verses...a bit lame i noe...im just bored... :D

so significant events.....last wed i tink...wei lun's bdae....so we went out to celebrate...lol....actually we went to funan thre to send gy com for fixing....after tat we went to TCC and ahd a mini coffee break while organising a dinner with darren...we went to eat at sakura's tepanyaki and hotpot in the end ...the food thre was so-so...nth special...prefer the marina bay club at punggol thre 1 better...anyway...wei lun(of cuse), zhi zhao, guo yan, zhi hui, royce, hengle, yi hong and darren were thre....had quite a gd meal....nth else special....but then again everyone had fun!!

tats the only significant event i could rmb...i shld update more...lol...im coming up with a new segment...other than stuff bout my life...so look out for tat...JY FOR PROMOS !!!...though i dont hav LOL

"Forgetting shall be a curse upon all mankind"-TheNihilist

14/09/2010

2010-09-14T19:26:00.002+08:00

Alright so sat was christopher's birthday so we went to celebrate with him! we went to ri ben chun at the stadium opp PHS...had lunch then cake!! was fun tat mrng-aftnn....pics are opn my facebook though...cuse i didnt hav a cam...

after tat me and guo yan went to play pool and jio ppl for RESDIENT EVIL:AFTERLIFE...yeah!..so in the end zhi zhao, wei lun and timothy came by to watch...the movie was not bad...i personally tink the ending was crappy...and one of the char says "STAR POWER BITCHES!"..lol...hmm can watch ah...may do a movie review...feel like scrappying tat section though...shld i continue???

oh after the movie i went to buy STARCRAFT 2 :COLLECTOR'S EDITION..OMGZ...lol i sound like a total otaku...im now listening to the soundtrack lol....

so wilfred guessed THE N...u were almost correct...heres the hint...its smt u see a lot in all my blog post...i guess u can figure it out?

"Don't judge me, I am who I am."-Haskel "TheNihilist.Deathskel" Chua

10/09/2010

2010-09-09T23:52:00.004+08:00

10 mins to midnite~~~as im writing ah...so its my STUDIO PROJECT...hell wk zzz....doing my best to make a game lol...i shall post it up for dl in the future~

so last wk well same usual tings happen...mahjong/pool....31 august..TEACHER's DAY celebration~
i went back to PHS...met Mrs Janice Lim and Miss Wendy Tang...after tat found out 3/4 of the teachers gone form the school le...and all the teachers seem very ragged...then went for lunch with my former class....after tat went back to PHS cuse royce they all wan play lan...sat thre watch
ka ming seongy fred hao weng zhi zhao andy daniel palit keegen and yi hong...then went to play lan with fred seongy royce heng le yi hong keegen and cheng yong...dota as usual...manage to win :D
was great going back to sch...had a great day...now im in coding hell...haizzz....anyway heres a riddle to solve...tag me the ans...if u can solve it by nxt nxt wk...i shall giv u a treat!!!

I Am The N.
I Hunger.
I Linger.
I Surround Thee.

its like 2 words put together...shall drop a hint some time in the nxt wk~

"Friends, Lovers, or Nothing?"-John Mayer, Friends Lovers Or Nothing

29/08/2010

2010-08-29T23:50:00.002+08:00

A mini post today...cuse im way too distracted by STARCRAFT 2 and HoN and House M.D. ...

Being age of 17...its actually one of the years of our life where every single person around you develops feelings for someone...eventually u will get hooked in as well...so mine...havent been tat successful...i hav seen quite a lot of unsuccessful cases...and dealt with...seen a few...which are heartwarming...wat bout urs??? Tag about it~~

"The longest distance is not between life and death, its between each other."-TheNihilist

22/08/2010

2010-08-22T22:50:00.002+08:00

ITS BEEN A LONG TIME!!!! Im back after MIA for so long!!!
so tis was suppose to be written like2 wks or smt ago but i was too busy...the wk of 2 august...i had loads and loads of test:C++, WEB dEV and DES....3 test=hell for us....so ya tats y i nvr update...

Last wk...my YOG break started.... as usaul....went out during the break...watch movie played pool...with gy and wl...just cant rmb when LOL...still its a great wk...oh started on my major assignment on tat tues...im the ldr..haizz...dont like being the ldr.....but for the sake of not failing i hav no choice...oh me wl gy and bc went to watch liar game:the last stage on sun...the show was great! shall review it and a thousand other reviews i hav piled up:P

so tis wk...ah tats the gd part...i went out with hao weng andy and zhi hui instead of the usual gang! Tuesday we went to play POKER POOL...er its like pool...cept u hav poker cards...not relly like pool either lol...then at night we went NEBO and played risk...zh and andy nvr played be4 risk! so we thrashed them LOL...the nxt day we went mindcafe!! we played GHOST STORIES...a RPG type of board...hard to play...and we lost...4 rounds 2 hrs LOL...last hr we played SEQUENCE ...its like tic tac toe except u do 5 in a row...and u play with a teammate using cards! dont ask me wat it is go try it out urself! Thur me gy and wl went to try out poker pool! so we may not fully grasp the game but hey its fun! and earn me some cash LOL....after tat we went to watch STEP UP 3...review oso coming up some day lol...but the movie was not bad...

so tats the end of my summary of the last 2 wks...updates will be frequent after my holidays...ironic ....but yeah...look out for it...

"Forget everything, it shall make your life easier."=TheNihilist

30/07/2010-Daily Post 30

2010-07-31T00:23:00.002+08:00

My second last daily post!! Just boought starcraft 2 and was relly having fun with it..EVERYONE GO BUY IT LIKE ASAP man!!! the cinematics and the gameplay is gd and lets hope the rest is as well!

"Your mind works in a single route, so focus on something and you will forget others"-TheNihilist

29/07/2010-Daily Post 29

2010-07-29T17:05:00.002+08:00

BLOODLUST...lol....does tis apply to real life as well??? today was a fine day...not as extreme as ytd and is very calm ...though i gt 30/40 for my des assignment :D which is wonderful since im going towards failing tat module....oh ya the vid...here it is....oh and you can answer my questions up thre if u hav time as well ....

"Take the hate and engulf it. Turn it into other forms of energy."-TheNihilist

28/07/2010-My Birthday!

2010-07-28T20:48:00.002+08:00

SO today is my birthday..IM 17! alright...not bad ah 2day had dinner just now but...lets not talk bout it... facebook wall full of birthday wishes...as usual....hotmail spammed....guess its like tis...i will upload the vid very soon..

"What is THE purpose of life?"-Haskel "D.H, TheNihilist" Chua

27/07/2010-Daily Post 27

2010-07-27T21:31:00.003+08:00

ITS THE RELEASE OF STARCRAFT 2 OMG!!!!! lol lets celebrate~~~~too lazy to put up the vid...enjoy the celebration mood instead ba...heres the trailer for the game...u will love it if u love rts games~~~oh and nightmare out as well~~

Countdown:
1 day to my bdae
2 days to tekken and streetdance 3d the movie

"Hell, its about time!"-Starcraft 2:Wings of Liberty

26/07/2010-Daily post 26

2010-07-26T21:14:00.002+08:00

Alright its ending soon my daily post....jsut nice end on a sat...then sunday is the weekly post...oh i hav the vid to upload to let u all see..shall do tat tmr...comment on it k??? went out with gy wl zh and royce for pizza hut lunch...then went pool without royce...typical monday i guess...

Countdown:
1 DAY to STARCRAFT 2 and NIGHTMARE-A7X OMG
2 days-MY B'DAE
3 days - Tekken the movie

"Surprises are there to spic up your dull life."-TheNihilist

25/07/2010

2010-07-25T21:21:00.005+08:00

Alright its weekly post time~~

so wed my grandfather's third yr death anniversary prayer ....all of it ended on 3+...then i went to watch movie with my cousins, Leslie , Jonathan and Brandon! We went to watch INCEPTION...lol second time i watch...still tink its very gd~~after the movie...we went to the toilet and Jon found a handphone tat is the same model as mine...they opened up and decided to call one of the person inside the fone....we went subway and the guy came...he look like those kind of ppl who sells second hand handphones or cheap games...lol....was so fun tat day....gd to hav fun with my cousins...

then fri...Fu kuan's gf Jesny had a fit and went to the tan tock seng hospital....so we pei fukuan thre...after his visit...we went to hav dinner at one of the steamboat restuarant...was not bad...then we went UDDERS to hav ice-cream...still love tat place :D

and thres ytd!! ytd they had celebration for Brandon Yeo's Bdae!! a few of 4 G ppl are back to celebrate!! we went to hav swensens...oh me and gy saw fred seongy and bc...lol weird calling u liket at when u are the few who read my blog lol...anyway the cake was not bad...though the strawberry was frozen lol....we went to safra for pool after tat ....and by the time we played finish..it was going 12!!!was so nice to hav a mini reunion....I WAN A CHALET!!!!!

Movie Review: Inception

Storyline:9/10
Action:9/10
Serious humor:8/10
Best show saw since start of the year?:DEFINITELY

Alright INCEPTION...watched it twice as u all noe...was relly a gd movie...hav a distinct storyline...Leonardo DiCaprio is still quite a good actor...the rest of the cast makes the show even more intriguing....and well...tats all i can say...this show's plot must be watched by ur own eyes...and thus i dont wan to spoiler....the physics and effects used by the show is relly gd as well!
all in all catch tat show TWICE!!! or at least once:D i give it 9 out of 10 totems

Countdown:
2 days to STARCRAFT 2 and NIGHTMARE-A7X
3 days-MY B'DAE
4 days - Tekken the movie

"Enjoy what you have now, for it is never everlasting."-TheNihilist

24/07/2010-Daily post 24

2010-07-25T01:02:00.003+08:00

Alright missed the timing by 1 hr cuse of Brandon's celebration1!!will update everyting by tmr night!!stay tuned for tmr's post ~~~

Countdown:
3 days to STARCRAFT 2 and NIGHTMARE-A7X
4 days-MY B'DAE
5 days - Tekken the movie

"Time is relative to everything u encounter or do."-TheNihilist

23/07/2010-Daily Post 23

2010-07-23T23:27:00.002+08:00

Alright daily post for 2day!! i duno how to say but 2day is both a gd day and a bad day....same few lessons...bad headache..hard assignment...new help....fren's gf fall...went to see her..shes not so bad... quite a few tings...the fren's gf issue will be updated on sunday so keep a look out for it!!

Countdown:4 days to STARCRAFT 2 and NIGHTMARE-A7X
5 days-MY B'DAE
6 days - Tekken the movie

"Don't distant yourself just cause you fell distant, make yourself nearer instead."-TheNihilist

22/07/2010-Daily Post 21 &22

2010-07-22T17:46:00.002+08:00

So i missed out ytd's post due to ytd's events...all this will be updated on sun...2day was alright...came home early to finish up my assignments...my life is getting dull as i continue on ah...i wan some spark in my life NOW or just the holidays? :D

"Is this who you want to be?"-TheNihilist

20/07/2010-Daily Post 20

2010-07-20T23:33:00.002+08:00

alright its the daily post again!!! 2day's drums were not bad...i can manage to play the groove better...tats a very wondeful ting~~then after tat i went to whre my grandfather's third death anniversary is held...i sat thre do nth...zz....tmr im gonna miss sch and do the same...well its tradition i suppose...

"Time passes faster when you are not aware of it."-TheNihilist

19/07/2010-weekly/Daily post 19

2010-07-19T11:52:00.005+08:00

Alright so i manage to miss ytd's update...cuse i was packed up to the max....so i hav a lot to update...

oh right the world cup last monday...wa i lost 20bucks on spain zz....me and wl went to Hans to watch with Jia Hui , QQ , louis and others...and the nil:nil for the 90mins was a total disappoinment...lucky spain scored at the extra half an hr!!! so i went home to slp at round 6+am in the mrng...
so after my lessons at 2, i stayed back a while and eventually left at 3+..then i saw wl,gy,zh and royce...i foloed them to pizza hut and we went pool as well...played till like 7+..then Lydia called and i went to meet up with her...tats a private matter so :P....

ah the rest of the wk went off with very little slp...

so sat i went to my cousins hse at nite for their housewarming...was light bulb for a very looong time...then we went to send esther, my oldest cousin's gf home...so my cousin drive me another older cousin with her gf and her to tanah merah whre she stay..we played with her dog a while then we were off sending the other girl...and tat whre all the trouble...we took a wrong exit at the highway..and we were sent towards jurong...in the end we went by jurong to mandai adn finally reaching yishun at 2+ lol...was quite an adventure!! and i slpt at round 3...

nxt mrng...after packing up...i left my cousins hse and went to play pool with gy , wl and royce..well typical few hrs...then we went to watch INCEPTION...it will be reviewed this sun...after tat i rushed home and finished up a vid for my ica2 which is 2day...i did it till 4 in the mrng...tahts y i nvr update ...

alright 2day was a relly bad day...chan wei lost his laptop..damn the guy who stole it!!

Movie Review: Despicable Me

Alright so i went to watch it with zac and weekiat..

comedy:8/10
cute minions: garaunteed

so tis is a animation comedy movie...it takes the POV of a bad guy instead...showing his competition with the other bad guy VECTOR...lol....i shall not revel much...go have a watch...its quite a gd movie...especially in 3D!! it can make u laugh and squeel at the actions of the minions and the clever speech of Steve Carrel who portay the main will mesmerize you..all in all just enjoy the movie with a whole group of frens!!!! I giv it 8 minions

so thats it for the late weekly post and the small daily post...i will post up the vid soon!

"Lessons are taught at our mistakes, but what if there are no mistakes?"-TheNihililst

17/07/2010-Daily Post 17

2010-07-17T15:05:00.002+08:00

Alright is the weekend daily post!!2 nite i going my cousins' housewarming...though i went to his hse le lol...so tmr will hav stuff to update!! my projects are like piling up...yet i dont feel like doing...haizz tis is getting a bit out of hand...

"Do you feel that you are always alone or the only one going through a hard time?"-TheNihilist

16/07/2010-Daily Post 16

2010-07-16T21:00:00.003+08:00

Alright its my daily post~half way through ...i relly dont noe how ppl commit blogs...maybe they dont??...well anyway 2day was just..normal....but a guy tat i met from orientation smsed me...he was doing a survey at tat time..and well it was fun talking to him :D....hmm i hav an idea...would you prefer my blogskin to be entirely white now...or be the total opp...TOTAL black??

"You are the only exception."-Paramore:The Only Exception

15/07/2010-Daily Post 15

2010-07-15T17:57:00.002+08:00

Alright daily post time..nth much happen 2day...just went sch for class...though matthew did make a funny pic...go facebook and see ba...well...im currently playing a game call jam legend...its like dj max on the net...go check it out if u hav time...alright will post smt else tmr..

"We are all walking on a thin line of thread between happiness and despair"-TheNihilist

14/07/2010-Daily Post 14

2010-07-14T20:47:00.002+08:00

Alright its daily post time...i had quite the late night ytd due to helping gy with assignemnets...so now im like way tired...im gonna simply say that i went to watch despicable me with zac and wee kiat 2day! movie review of tat show will be on sunday~~look out for it!

"Be there for your friends, you may get better rewards then you thought."-Haskel Chua

13/07/2010-Daily Post 13

2010-07-13T21:18:00.002+08:00

Alright its the daily post~~i just finish my drums...apparently my cousin had his make-up lesson today so i saw him lol...drums was ok...still trying to perfect my beat and hitting which is relly hard for a beginner like me...well..nth else on 2day..was just a typical lame boring day...haizzz

"To wait or not to wait, that is the ONLY question."-TheNihilist

12/07/2010-Daily post 12

2010-07-12T21:43:00.002+08:00

Alright its daily post again!! if u do see the title, u will find thati nvr put up 'daily post 11' ...well its both daily post and weeekly post so i tink weekly post has its priority~~ so no 'daily post' as title for sun...

Watched soccer this mrng!!! then slpt 3 hrs omg...will elaborate more on sunday~~
then sch ends...then did comm skills ica2 with zac...then met gy, wl , royce and zh....played pool with them then met lydia.....wow...wat a packed day...i cant believe i was able to survive till now with only 2 hrs of slp LOL....well im gonna watch Fringe ltr then go to slp~~lol this post totally look like those typical ranting post....

"Chances come and go, but there is always a possibility of re-surfacing in the future."-Haskel Chua

11/07/2010

2010-07-11T18:15:00.006+08:00

Its the weekly post~~~ alright so this week is actually quite tiring for some reason...i duno y but it is!! well i manage to edit all the vids below within 2 days with VERY VERY LIMITed clips...so im quite ok with it...just wished i had a better cam, vid editor and more clips..

drums was actually quite hard this wk...well with one particular verse whre u count 1 & 2 & 3 & 4 &, hit the hi hat at every beat...hit the bass with ur leg at 1 2 3 4 and heat the snare at 2 and 4...i seriously f-ed it up relly bad lol....now i hav to practice and practice!

oh wed was public speaking which i did the vids for...i found out that SIDM hav great talents ~~~

so ytd gy wl and royce came my hse to mahjong and poker again lol....i lost round 10+...well royce lost lots more...we basically lost this hard due to poker...the stakes was HIGH....like uber high...then we went to watch ip man: the legend is born...well its the prelude...im gonna hav a review down here....so continue read ~~ anyway be4 tat we went to eat sakae and met up with bc...who looked very ragged...was great to hav a break ytd and 2day~~

oh and ltr in the morning is the finals!!! WHO DO YOU SUPPORT?

Movie Review: Ip man:The Legend is born

Action: 6.5/10
comedy:6.5/10
information on Ip Man (which i found out 1/3 is fake ): too much too handle

Alright this is a documentary-martial arts film...but man some of the scene is too heavy on the info and stuff....some may say the action scene can cover up all this...but i feel it lacks the good script and the placement of the action as seen in Ip Man 2...and well i found out tat there was no step-brother as Tin Chi in the real life...nor is there a love triangle....then why did they add that in if they gonna make a documentary???? some action scenes was quite ok...especially the killing move...tat was ...unexpected....well gg for the bad guy lol....i would prefer the original actor: Donnie Yen...as he seems to fit the character very well...but u cant make the young Ip Man the same look as the old :P well i shall giv it 6.5 wooden dummys

so tats it for the weekly post...the daily post are killing me...i duno wat to post!! Someone giv me suggestions pls!!

"Is pain and suffering the only way to learn a life lesson??"-TheNihilist

10/07/2010-Daily Post 10

2010-07-11T01:06:00.002+08:00

AHHHHH i miss the timing again zzz...haiz...i went out just now....shall update ltr ah in the aftnn ah...oh the finals are coming up in a day or so...so who u tink can win?? Tag me~

"When there is light, there is shadow.When there is good , there is evil. Life is made up of two sides of the coin and is inseparable as one cannot exist without the other. "-TheNihilist

09/07/2010-Daily Post 9

2010-07-10T01:48:00.003+08:00

Aww crap i missed the timing.....nvm heres the bloopers ~

"When you think life's hard, think again. It's going to get harder and more ****ed up for everyone."-Haskel 'DH' Chua

08/07/2010-Daily Post 8

2010-07-08T17:20:00.002+08:00

Heres the second video!! Im gonna upload 1 more tmr~~

"Technology has both served us and failed us."-Haskel Chua

07/07/2010-Daily Post 7

2010-07-07T15:55:00.004+08:00

Alright so i said thre would be a vid and here it is!! proudly brought to you by DET03 :D

"Everyone's final destination in life is death, it is just how you plan to die."-Haskel

06/07/2010

2010-07-06T20:42:00.002+08:00

Alright small post....nth much on...just came back from my drum lesson...not bad ah...will say more on sunday~ 2day sch was actually quite tiring...cuse of Visual art...must hand up our garage...and mine had lots of issue with it lol...oh bout the bdae tingy...i dont even noe if thres anyting on that day....so yeah....see how when it comes up?..oh and i recently edited some video for a project....will show the vid erm a few days from now...

"Dread not what you do not know, but dread what you know which you cannot achieve"-Haskel

5/07/2010

2010-07-05T16:32:00.003+08:00

Alright mini daily post...nth much 2day...so its gonna be like these few lines...well life is just going on like tat...plus i hav sch ..unlike those who hav youth day zzz....we dont hav ....sian lah....well maybe just a question for ppl to ans: Would you prefer people to say they hate you straight up or prefer knowing it through other means??? Tag me the answer!!

Laws and rules are meant to protect us, yet some restricts us too much for any freedom or creativity"-Haskel Chua

04/07/2010

2010-07-04T23:01:00.007+08:00

I missed ytd's update zzz.....i went to sam's(not the korean) bdae party and missed it cuse i reached home at 12...nvm then i shall proceed on with the weekly major post....just a not for those who may missed it...im posting daily with sunday being my major post!

so as said above i went to sam's bdae party ytd...he invited me like round 5 days ago and i asked wilfred to go along as well with hao weng....me and fred went plaza sing in the aft as i hav to buy my drumsticks and digital metronome...it cost me 140 altogether...zzz the metronome very ex....then we went to KUHL and bought a present for sam- huge shot-glasses with words on it....then we went to sam's hse....all hi current adn sec frens thre....i only noe Clarence...which is only 1 out of 16+ ppl...at least better than fred and hao weng....had dinner thre and played mahjong with him and sebastian...whose in the same sch as me in pri sch but was in Claudine's class, now hes in SP same class as Jarad and Yi Hong...Sg relly is too small....after mahjong...we rest a while and played some grp game...it was towards midnight le....first we played indian poker...loser had to get flicked by sam and in the end get 'whispered' by him....and whispered is smt u dont wan to get...ur ears will be flood.....then they found out tat a few of them cheated with the glass behind me and fred sitting...so they chg it to blackjack with sam being the dealer...we bet flicks...he gt a lot LOL.....so by the time we left it was midnight....but it was great...manage to get to noe sebastian better which was nice :D....wonder how it would be like on my bdae....

Movie Review:Knight and Day

Alright so i went to watch Knight and Day with fred, hao weng and keegen last last wk i belive so...

Action:7/10
comedy:7/10
Actors whom many will drool over but not me :10000000000000%

the storyline for tis is actually quite interesting...with a lady ebing mistakenly set up into a plane with a spy and a bunch of fbi agents killing him...she in the end get tangled up with him...fell in love...folo him round his adventure and eventually had a great relationship....oh they ran far far away after tat lol....thres a fair amount of action with gunfights and jokes are also rampant throughout the show...i belive the main purpose of the show for most ppl to watch was for TOM CRUISE and CAMERON DIAZ....which is hunk and babe(maybe they shld chg the title to tat LOL) all in all its a ok show to watch if u are bored...i give it 6.5 cruise and diaz motorcycle scene

SO tats it for my movie review~~and my weekly post...shall post up smt tmr for my daily mini post...so look out for it :D

"Engage on a journey and one would meet people whom they never thought they would"-Haskel Chua

02/07/2010

2010-07-02T23:07:00.002+08:00

its another post~~ i suddenly hav a rush to update and decided to post smt daily for the month of july~~ it could be a small update, could be quizzes, could even be questions for u all to ans!!! Sunday is still the major update+movie review so dont miss tat!! well i hav nth much to update today...just tat im going to sam hse tmr for his birthday party and buy my drumsticks as well!!

"Don't worry about the future, u have something more important to worry about-now"-Haskel

01/07/2010

2010-07-01T22:44:00.002+08:00

Alright a non-sunday post~~its the moth of july whereby thres lot of interesting events like the release of STARCRAFT 2 and my bdae~

im relly bored now...so im gonna talk random stuff...but i still love july...my cousin's birthday coincided with sam, not the korean, birthday which makes it so fun tis sat...Fu Kuan manage to attain Jesny by July as well...plus those round me are gonna get blessed :D i can feel it! Problems are confirmed to hav...but tats a whole other issue for another day....cant wait for the release of starcraft 2 which is on 27 july~~im definitely gonna buy it!

Oh and i started my drums lesson as well...its gonna last me for 3 months! well its quite weird at the start but i tink it would be great...just hope i can take the heat :P...i hav to waste more money to buy a digital metronome and drumsticks...zzz i hav spent 400+ on the lessons and hav to spend somemore...tats the only sian part...but i guess im 'buying' a talent ? lets just hope i can survive through it....

so my birthday is on a wed...wonder if seongy u all are gonna ask me out for treat again...its a trend right....pls tell me in advance if u wan so....after all...u and hendry treat le :D!! im like happy yet sad bout treating u all...lol....happy to treat u all yet sad cuse i hav to spend money again LOL...jk~~ its always fun to go out!! cept when the destination is in sch..zzz

ive just said so many random stuff on my mind...lol....im like relly bored...yet dont wan to slp....yet thres nth to play as well...so how??????...lol...nvm then...hmm...i wna try to end each blog post from now on with a quote....then i would be able to look back when im older wat im tinking during tat time....

"Truth are words that can both save and destroy one at the same time."-Haskel Chua

Experiment #02

2010-06-30T19:53:00.003+08:00

Alright im gonna shed some light on the current experiment im doing.

So im not gonna be online on msn/facebook chat till the September holidays. However, im gonna on it for the whole wk of my birthday. After this period of no msn/fb chat, im going to be online for three months straight unless im inaccessible to the internet. So thats it, i dont noe wat the results will yield me but its just smt i wan to do.

"Experiment on the ways of living, for life has no definite routes." -Haskel Chua

27/06/2010

2010-06-27T15:29:00.004+08:00

Its the weekly post again!!!! one ting be4 i proceed...it has started the 'disappearing act'....so if u nid to find me...sms me~~

Last sunday was my cousin, Jasline's , 21st birthday~we went to her hse to celebrate her bdae and father's day as well....i had lots of time to relax thre and manage to meet my cousin, Jonathan's, girlfren, Min Qi..so Leslie, my 2 yr older cousin, has Esther...Jon, 1 yr older, has Min Qi...tat makes me nxt up lol.....my grandma....told me tat....-.- ....well we had fun playing wii and PS3 at Brandon's hse, his Jasline's brother, smaller than me by 2...so yeah....most prob u all gt very luan after reading through...but just noe tat i had fun...and pics...MAY be on facebook...MAY:P

so tis last wk of holiday...i did not do much ....just stayed at home slack....manage to finally hold a pool meet-up...though only a few came...

mrng of thur i went to play pool with wilfred and keegen....well keegen was late an hr....but he slpt like way way early....and we met at round 11...zzz.....anyway....we did play for a few hrs...then we went lunch...hao weng came at tat time and we went back to play for another few hrs...both pool and snooker...after tat...we went bowling...they bowled for 1 round...and by tat time it was round 4+ going 5...we went to shilin to buy their XXL chicken...and saw Yee Lian ah..then we went to watch Knight and Day!! the movie review will come out smt time in the future....but it was great tat day....only wish tat more ppl was thre haiz...

Movie Review:A-team

So i watch A-team last wk the day after Karate Kid...

Action:9/10
Plot: 8/10
Boom value:100%

A lot of action in the show...the plot is actually quite complicated...but detailed..so u hav to watch to noe....the actors were not bad quite distinctive... John "Hannibal" Smith was a great leader, with Templeton "Faceman" Peck as a gd vice-captain and backup...B.A. Baracus was a classic with the "fool" at the end of most of his sentences...last but not least thres H.M. "Howling Mad" Murdock, the crazy pilot which made the show hav its comedy value...tis show is not relly suited for family watching as younger kids and older aduts may not appreciate the amount of action or the complicate plot the show has....but for us ...its not a bad show~~catch it if u like lots of action and lots of things being blown up!! i will giv it 8 bazookas~

Alright so tats it for tis wk's post...look out for any eatra update i may tink of and nxt wk's post as well...though thre may be nth to post :P...im gonna end with a quote from the A-Team :
"Alpha-Mike-Foxtrot-----Adieus Mother F....."

25/06/2010

2010-06-25T00:13:00.002+08:00

EXTRA update~~lol since its the holidays...i decided to provide more updates...todays update will be about music! well its about wat music im currently listening to and stuff....

Alright so the latest single im listening to is Airplanes by B.o.B feat Hayley Williams of Paramore. The song is actually a rap song...however its very nice with the lyrics and thres singin by Hayley! Paramore is a great rock band...u shld relly check them out...the song has a deep meaning to it and u all shld go listen!!!

The latest album im listening to is actually 跨時代 by Jay Chou 周杰倫..the latest album is his 10th album which makes him a better singer~...well he sings better now at least LOL....its has slow songs which are great like 說了再見and mid tempo yet sad song 我落淚，情緒零碎....so its worth the listen if u like blues or just slow, sad songs :D

im actually a rock kind of person...i prefer rock albums like Life Starts Now by Three Days Grace and The Black Parade by My Chemical Romance....i hav other albums like blues (John Mayer), romance songs(Secondhand Serenade) and R&B hip hop(Timbaland)...i actually like a diverse amount of music....but more prefer rock...i cant take heavy metal....its just wierd to me...maybe im too focused on the lyrics and stuff....

SO tats it for my music life...oh im taking up drums by the way...but tats another post for other days...another news is tat im going to perform the 'disappearing act'...well i plan to start nxt monday till the september holidays....basically im not gonna on msn or facebook chat...well appear offline if needed....so im out of touch cept for my fone...its gonna be another test by me...so if u are reading this and wans to contact me....sms me!!! so tats it for tis extra post im gonna end with a line from Airplanes:

"Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars? I really could use a wish right now, a wish right now!"

20/06/2010

2010-06-20T16:15:00.005+08:00

Movie Review: Karate Kid

Alright its movie review time!! As i said i went to watch the Karate Kid with my cousins last thur so im gonna do a review...

Storyline: 6/10
Characters: 8/10
Kung-Fu:10/10

lol..the storyline was typical...tis was a remake of the original Karate Kid anyways...so nth much bout it is original....new kid on the block...bullied....met a Karate Master tats hiding as a handyman..train...became imba....kick those bullies ass....won in the end.....typical plot...the great ting is tat thres action and comedy....which made it enjoyable...
Thres Jackie Chan, Jaden Smith(son of Will Smith) and as usual a female lead for the male: Wen Wen Han...one of my cousin is going mental over her LOL.....these cast made the show more enticing to cover over the typical plot...
All in all...a not bad remake of the original show...action plus comedy plus a touching teenage love...i give it 7.5 kick out of 10~

so tats it for the movie review+ the weekly update below...im gonna leave with a simple quote by yours truly:P + a song by Three Days Grace...Have a listen..the lyrics are good!!

"If you think life starts the day you are born, think again. Life starts when you actually live it like you should."

20/06/2010

2010-06-20T01:36:00.002+08:00

Alright update for tis wk since my new skin...Thanks seongy and wilfred for ur comments...well u 2 are the only 2 tats here to read and tag ...haizz...anyway....all the recent meet-ups failed relly relly badly man....worst is the speed ppl reply...IMMA KILL YOU AH....lol....nah...but just a bit f-ed up bout the replies im getting...

anyway~last sunday i went chalet with my parents, my sis, her fren-sinead, my mums fren and my grandma....well...a family chalet...no great fun or anyting....just relax and hav some wine+vodkaQ& barcardi breezer....lol first day did nth much...buy bbq stuff..then i went home with my parents as thres no more space to slp at the chalet...went to the storehse with them and took some stocks...miss my job thre...was so fun~ tat night was the worst....had very bad diarrhea..due to the KFC i ate at gy hse the day be4....i relly cant take chilli man....so went back nxt mrng...spent most of the aftnn fixing tis blogskin to wat i wan...its still under construction...but i guess its better than nth??... anyway had lots of rest at the chalet...thanks to the liquor :D

2 day rest on tues and wed and im out again~tis time i went out with my cousins-Leslie,Jonathan and Brandon...we went to hav lunch at BK at Ion Orchard...then we went to buy tickets for Karate Kid at 5+...we had coffee at TCC in the mean time...lol had 'special' talk...went to watch Karate Kid and tats basically it...we nvr relly did much if u tink bout it....lol....

Nxt day...which was suppose to play pool which was pushed from tue....the plan nvr did make it... instead Royce ask me to go K-box...so gy me royce bc and seongy went K at cineleisure...then we went to watch A-team with zhao but bc went home....gy persuaded him with the mike in K which made it UBER hilarious but he rejected...then gy and zz went home....while i folo royce and seongy to marina square as they say they wan see wondergirls...apparently its at MARINA BAY SANDS...so we went thre...and it need tickets...lol....so basically we 3 went round wasting our time....though we can say we went to mbs officially :D....had dinner at fig&olive at vivo...my steak was big but seongy's pasta was small...so he was still hungry....then we went home after tat long day....

so i took a break 2day...slept till 1...wanted to slp longer...but my sis woke me up....now im like posting so late in the night again....tmr gonna slp till late...AGAIN lol.....Hao Weng wanted to go out tmr...but as usual fail....wonder is it me or is every1 just way way too busy....haiz...anyway...tats it for now...tmr will be the movie review...well i guess i will be slping soon....

17/06/2010

2010-06-17T00:05:00.002+08:00

Alright a non-sunday post...tis means ----SPECIAL UPDATE~~~

I CHGED MY SKIN~~~~yeah as promised i chged my skin to a totally different feel...i still stick with the simple look....just a diff way of navigating and the colour of the page totally white....im actually quite happy with tis compared to my previous as the previous 1 makes the post small...so hope u all like the new skin~ and please comment on my tag whether its good or bad :D

oh and i hav lots of updates for the weekly update coming in a few days ~

13/06/2010

2010-06-13T01:07:00.005+08:00

Another week has past...ITS THE HOLIDAYS!!! 2 wks...better than nth~...

so last sat i went to my cousins' hse as seen from my previous post..they a brothers with a diff of 1 yr...and i slept at the elder brother's rm....we played com till late then talked a while till like 4...and so THE DEVIL HAS SPOKEN :P ...tats wat i say when i gave advice to ppl...but its meant to be a joke...anyway...nxt day i went home cuse of of dinner with my parents at night....if not would stay for another day~~Thanks for letting me stay overnight!!!(though i doubt u would see this :P)

i fell sick on tues...apparently thres a flu virus spreading round in sch...and i gt it...my whole body ache...and i lost appetite for food....felt relly damn bad on tues night and wed mrng....went to the docs...manage to get an mc...slept thru almost the whole wed...now Ka June and others are contracting it as well...hope no one too sick to enjoy their holidays...

had 3 test tis week....math and c++ was ok....DES was a killer....nvr relly studied much....haiz.... very bad for me..... lets just hope i past all 3 and i will be contented..

tis aft i went out with gy, wl, seongy and zz to the IT fair at suntec...gy broght a ASUS lappy at 2.6k with lots of gift while zz and wl broght external hard drive....then we went gy hse to play poker and mahjong...while i tried out against Starcraft 2 AI....had quite lots of fun 2day...now im just tired as i reach home not long ago...

i will not be doing a movie review 2day as im tired and working on the new skin as i said...its been almost a whole yr since i had tis...its gonna be a different feel tis time...heres a preview

lol can anyone guess hows its gonna be?.. i tink it will take me nxt sun to fix it up....the actual product will be done on my august holiday~~

06/06/2010

2010-06-06T00:17:00.006+08:00

Ah weekly update !!!!! Nth much tis wk...a mini update ba...

so last sunday...i went out with Fu Kuan....help him with his C++ assignment....had coffee as well...lol then Hong Jie came....we 3 sat thre do till round 3 then we went down marina bay to meet up with Chan Wei...we meet him and his fren and well practically did nth thre.....then they smoked at mac and we went off lol....went from yishun to city hall and back up LOL....but i manage to buy Jay Chou's new album.....

Visual Art test on tuesday was alright...though i tink i can just pass only....3 more tets nxt wk...so sian....

now im at my cousins' hse...staying overnight...so nice~~ i wan a rm like his ~~ lol i cant upload a pic ah...pirvacy:P...

Movie Review: Iron Man 2

The show was not bad lots of action plus comedy. Special effects are great as well, like when the antagonist slashed Tony's Car into half. Many small details are actually included like Captain America's shield, where Captain America belongs to the previous Avengers. Characters was great as well, with Iron Man, War Machine,Ivan Vanko, Pepper Pottsand Natalie Rushman. Storyline was mediocre as usual with action shows. All in all , it cannot compare up to the original IRON MAN. I will give it a 4 iron head.

SO mini weekly update and movie review is up...tink im going to revamp the whole blog someday....in the meantime...enjoy my current layout~~

30/05/2010- NIHILISM

2010-05-30T19:27:00.003+08:00

In regards to my previous post, i would like to rewrite the issue about nihilism again...this is so as i believe during tat post i was still not tat mature enuff to fully understand and feel my heart...hence here are the update post...as usual tis include quite heavy religious/atheist content which i have no offense to any1 whose reading this...if u do not hav a open mind or felt offended, please leave my blog and wait for the next post which is nxt sunday...Thank you...and here goes...

In my previous post, i said tat life is split in 2 ways living /death....however i tend to realise tat such tinking is not entirely true...we do not noe wat comes after death r be4 living, hence we cannot conclude tat life is split between 2 parts only...

Back to the topic about nihilism, i often wonder to myself "Wat purpose are we born for?" or simply put "Why are we born?".

From the view of a existentialist,it is said that the individual is solely responsible for giving their own life meaning and for living that life passionately and sincerely, in spite of many existential obstacles and distractions including despair, angst,absurdity, alienation, and boredom.
Simply put, one have to create one's purpose in life to live in peace against the evil in the world.

Another reason, as discussed in the previous post, was for cash, glory and/or even immortality..such absurd thinking only shows the level of one's intelligence...

The pursue of ultimate riches would be never ending, which shows the flaw of pursuing it already..man's greed cannot be satisfied...and yet many still chase after the impossible...

"Glory is like a circle in the water, Which never ceaseth to enlarge itself till by broad spreading it disperse to naught.-William Shakespeare
As quoted from William Shakespeare, the search for glory would only led one to its destruction..
as seen in WW2, Hitler, due to its lust for glory and the control of the whole of Europe, Germany eventually fall due to a 2-prong attack by the UN and the SU...

Finally, its immortality. This is the most absurd thinking of all 3. Obtaining immortality only meant tat one lives forever..Firstly, such is technically impossible..Secondly, is living forever ideal if all your friends and family are dead by then?..Tat is one question one has not thought of when pursuing immortality...

So all in all the pursue-ment of riches, glory and immortality is not feasible nor ideal for being the purpose of living as I understand tat such are ways of the naive.

Next reason im gonna discuss is religion. This might be offensive, which i hope any1 who read till here stay an open mind or leave...

Lets see from the point of Christianity..
Ephesians 1:11-14
¹¹In him we were also chosen having been predestined according to the plan of him who works out everything in conformity with the purpose of his will, ¹²in order that we, who were the first to hope in Christ, might be for the praise of his glory. ¹³And you also were included in Christ when you heard the word of truth, the gospel of your salvation. Having believed, you were marked in him with a seal, the promised Holy Spirit, ¹⁴who is a deposit guaranteeing our inheritance until the redemption of those who are God's possession—to the praise of his glory.

Deuteronomy 6:5
Love the LORD your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your strength.

Basically, Life's purpose in Christianity is to seek divine salvation through the grace of God and intercession of Christ. This would meant eternal salvation to your afterlife..hence meaning tat one would live for the sake of praising GOD for a better afterlife.

Next is the Muslim's/Islam's view...

"Blessed be he in whose hand is the kingdom, he is powerful over all things,who created death and life that he might examine which of you is best in deeds, and he is the almighty, the forgiving" (Qur'an67:1-2)
"And I (Allâh) created not the jinn and mankind except that they should worship Me (Alone). " (Qur'an 51:56).

In Islam, Man's ultimate life objective is to serve Allah (the Arabic equivalent for "God") by abiding by the Divine guidelines revealed in the Qur'an and the Tradition of the Prophet. Earthly life is merely a test, determining one's afterlife, either in Jannat (paradise) or in Jahannum (Hell).

In Hinduism, the purpose of life is to transcend from Karma(casual action) to Samsara(cycle of rebirth and death) to Moksha(Liberation). Simply put, one have to live its life to be liberated and be free after many rebirths.

In Buddhism, one will rebirth after their Death into six different forms: Naraka(Hell-dweller),
Preta (ghost), Animal(lower beings), Human beings(possible of attaining nirvana), Asura(demi-gods), Devas (Gods). The only way to get out of the vicious cycle is to attain Nirvana, which means liberation. The best way is to live in the realm of Human beings and by being free of greed hate and delusion.

All in all, religion mostly wishes one to live its life to praise their god or live life as a good person to be liberated from rebirth...such is too profound for one to follow strictly based on faith as one cannot see the god one is praising or the rebirth tat one would wan to be liberated. I for one do not have the faith of any religion, hence dispelling the usage of religion as a reason for the purpose of my live.

SO..up to now both religion and materialistic reasons are not answers to "Why am i born?"... it will also then dispel the view of an existentialist, as there are no reason for creating a purpose...

This eventually led me to the philosophy of NIHILISM. Existential nihilism is the belief that life has no intrinsic meaning or value.We as individuals and as a race, does not have any impact on the totality of existent and that we are just insignificant. I, in the end,believed tat there is no purpose in life other than living it and eventually dying. Such is NOT suicidal as i believe that there is no purpose in hastening death as well.

In conclusion, I, whom have agreed to the philosophical doctrine of Nihilism, feels tat the answer to the question "Why am i born?" is therefore "for the sake of living the life". I, as a nihilist, vow never to brainwash anyone in believing the same philosophy and believe the purpose of life is to ,simply put, live it.

5/29/2010

2010-05-29T23:05:00.007+08:00

AN hr early update tis wk~~~lol i goign out tmr with Fu Kuan they all...so im updating 2day~

tis wk we had vesak day holiday...it actually messed up our week relly bad...we had extra lesson on wed which cause us to hav not enuff time to finish up our work as a few assignments and hw has to be jiao...but the holiday was great~

me, tim, seongy, royce, bc went to gy hse to slack...and we brought our lappy over and had a lan party!! morning we went to admiralty for lunch...only me and royce was on time ...the rest of the ppl was late....after the lunch, we saw tat the train was down from woodlands to yishun...which meant no one can get through on train....in the end we waited for them when they sat bus here.... wonder wat happen on the train.....i manage to play a few games of STARCRAFT 2 thanks to gy who had the beta...it was so fun!!! I WAN IT ON MY BIRTHDAY!!! lol it comes out a day be4 :p... the collectors edition looks very nice....but its 99 usd...means i hav to save up .....

back to ytd....at round 5..tim had to leave....then zz join us ~~~ we went to dinner at kfc....then went for a movie at round 9.45....royce and seongy left....so the 4 of us watched prince of persia~ not bad....see review below...we went home at round 12....missed our last train....took 858A with bc which is pratically empty....and reached home at round 12.45...was so fun ~~~

Movie Review-Prince of Persia:Sands of Time

A movie based on the game...there is a lot of action scene which is fast paced and looks great...though u may miss smt if u aint fast enuff... some minor humor was put in thre to lighten the mood... the story line a bit weird..u wont get it till the mid part of the story..unless u played be4...and the ending...quite anti-climatic...as usual of recent movies...i giv it a 3.5 sand dagger~~

More movie reviews coming up ....planning to schedule tis on another day...as it makes my post WAY WAY long....so tats it for 2day....its like 1 now....as i went to watch tv halfway:p...gonna go slp now~

5/23/2010

2010-05-23T19:30:00.002+08:00

alright weekly update again...nth much...mini update i suppose...oh first ting first....looking at the ppl blogging nowadays....very little....thres new bloggers yes...but...i dont feel like its relly them... haiz duno lah...maybe my blog dont feel like me as well?

so as promised...im suppose to update on the dinner i had on sunday....but was suppose to be done on monday....was too busy...studyin, finishing assignments and playing in sch to update:P.....so im gonna do tat 2day.....well tats the only ting i hav anyway....

so i went to the belated mother's day dinner with my relatives.....we went to seletar club to eat.... eagles view restaurant i tink....the ambience was great...have the very romantic/hig class feel...the food was served by plates..like individual....and is relly like those kind of rich man's restuarant...it comes one small plate with a bit food....and the interval is like 15 mins each...so slow and steady.... had lots of fun chatting with my cuzzs....foudn out tat 1 of them had a gf and lives just a few blocks away from my hse :P....the night went past like relly fast..didnt hav much interaction time with my cuzzs...but it was a great night...

i hav pics...but my fone port is spoilt...cant relly attach in headfones or anyting without it being faulty... so pics will hav to find on facebook by my cuzzzs.....anyway my update for tis wk is just like tat....will update nxt wk as usual on a sunday.....

5/12/210

2010-05-15T22:34:00.005+08:00

LATE NIGHT POST!!! lol....tmr i going out with my relatives till late so i my weekly update will be done today~ and tmr's activities will hopefully be done on monday...HOPEFULLY....

so a empty wk again....getting pretty much used to the pace of poly...with jokers like chan wei and hong jie...laughing is like a daily activity....fukuan and matthew are the bros thre...and zac and edwin are like the frenly dudes...and with the rest of the class....jokes will spark...its just all FUN,JOY and LAUGHTER...

well the 6 names mentioned above and me are like staying back almost everyday playing wc3...lol... we are like transitioning to class 4...the GEEKS......lets just hope we dont do tat....pool club is going smoothly...just tat we lastly nid a staff to support us....then its all done~~ so much changes from my 2 previous self....guess i hav 'reborn' again eh....

oh yeah....apparently, well this is for wilfred section as he is the only one who noes wat im talking bout....li li is in nyp as well and studies IT...lol....i saw her on the bus to sch .....

so basically tis wk rundown....normal lame life....with a few spices of FUN JOY AND LAUGHTER added in~

P.S. hate sch work plus the ridiculous deadline so bad

09/05/2010

2010-05-09T20:42:00.002+08:00

Weekly post up again!! thres nth much tis wk....so this is gonna be a short entry~

so lets talk bout sch....third wk into poly....im having fun with DET03...laughing till im cramped with chan wei fu kuan, they all....and even setting up a pool club with them...quite a drastic chg from my pri-sec sch life....lets just hope the pool club pulls through or i will be CCALESS.....

so the whole wk...nth much....ytd....i went out with gy and tim to watch iron man 2....not bad...but it cannot compare to ip mun 2!....then we went to play billard and pool...with wl and seongy....after tat we went gy hse and stayed overnight....we played poker and mahjong...and i came back tis mrng at 8....so tired....and i slept till 2...:P...thus the late update.....

so yeah a short entry...i enjoy being in my class...but thres 1 big problem!! ITs almost a all guys class....tats just gay....peace out~

5/3/2010

2010-05-03T22:00:00.003+08:00

Its been more than a wk!!! too busy going out and in sch le~~~ lol and its may yay! so poly life hav been quite peaceful...occasionally we get problems....like a project we almost fail ....but its fine...

last wed...me gy,wl, royce and darren went to play pool..and we tot of making a pool club!...but big problem...we went to ask the office...and bam...we need 30 ppl and a staff...well tat sux the most...so i told my class...and they make a facebook page! now we need another 14 i tink...

study study...comes wkend~ sat were suppose to be class outing...but in the end is the usual five.. me zac chan wei matthew -seb+joel...were suppose to watch ip mun 2....but it was full till 11 omg....so we went to pomo and ate dallas....then LAN...lol...we played l4d2...which im not relly gd....and battlefield 2....it was so fun...we played from round 8 to 11+....and i reached home at bout 12.30...which was way way late.....

then come sunday.. gy wl royce came my hse for mahjong....then we went to watch ip mun 2 with bc and yi hong....woah it was damn nice...action plus tinge of comedy and drama...BEST SHOW i see up to now~~i would watch it again if ppl wan!

so just a weekly update....PEACE OUT

23/04/2010

2010-04-23T22:57:00.002+08:00

SNUFF by SLIPKNOT
Bury all your secrets in my skin
Come away with innocence and leave me with my sins
The air around me still feels like a cage
And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again

So if you love me let me go
And run away before I know
My heart is just too dark to care
I can?t destroy what isn?t there

Deliver me into my fate
If I?m alone I cannot hate
I don?t deserve to have you
Ooh, my smile was taken long ago
If I can change I hope I never know

I still press your letters to my lips
And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss
I couldn?t face a life without your lights
But all of that was ripped apart when you refused to fight

So save your breath, I will not care
I think I made it very clear
You couldn?t hate enough to love
Is that supposed to be enough?

I only wish you weren?t my friend
Then I could hurt you in the end
I never claimed to be a saint
Ooh, my own was banished long ago
It took the death of hope to let you go

So break yourself against my stones
And spit your pity in my soul
You never needed any help
You sold me out to save yourself

And I won?t listen to your shame
You ran away, you?re all the same
Angels lie to keep control
Ooh, my love was punished long ago
If you still care don?t ever let me know
If you still care don?t ever let me know

A very nice song....alright im way way way way bored now waiting for survivor at 12.15...been having the song on replay duno how many dozen times....getting to love tis kind of songs...another great 1 is tears dont fall by bullet for my valentine...the lyrics are all so gd~~
so 1 whole wk of sch is gone...i hav 1 math and 1 Digital entertainment system homework.. considered very little le....well compared to all the jc ppl...ITS TOO GOD DAMN LITTLE lol.....oh i saw christopher on thur when he came koufu to eat..many ppl stare at him and his whole class...
nth interesting to update...just full of crap from boredom....well i guess tats it...PEACE OUT

19/04/2010

2010-04-19T22:40:00.003+08:00

Its the first day of sch!!! lol....short update on sch and sat outing~~

so last sat...tim ho ask me gy and zz go out...we went to watch DATE NIGHT! LOL...it was still as great watching the 2nd time~then we went pool and catch up...though thres relly nth much to catch up on lol..

today is my first day of sch at nyp~~ today only had 2 hrs of lesson...which is a waste of my time zzz....then i went to buy a new lappy!! YEAH! looks damn sleek....its now charging...lol...it cost 1,700+...not as good as gaming com...but its gd enuff for doing work~

so heres a short post...gonna post more interesting stuff when it comes up..PEACE OUT

16/04/2010

2010-04-16T23:42:00.007+08:00

its blogging time again!!! 2 reasons that motivate me to blog..1 is the taggers TY TY....the other is cuse im bored..so BOREDOM fuels WORK!!! :P

thur~ went to nyp to take my student pass...then was suppose to meet up with DET03 for movie... but in the end only me , chan wei and zac went for it...wtf....the rest of the class pang seh us...so went to watch date night with joel...be4 tat we went arcade see joel play DJ MAX TECHNICA.... date night was actually very funny...wanted to watch kickass...BUT WAT U NOE IT IS M-FING-18... do the day ended as we went for kfc again...i hav a very bad stomach now due to the kfc..zzz..

tis aft...i went to get my IIS schloarship cert yay!!....had to wear formal...LIKE RELLY FORMAL... office wear...i look like im working LOL...so i reached thre at 12.30 and had to go for a rehearsal.. iit went exceptionally well for me..lol....then the whole ceremony pass within half an hr...then i had to talk with mr quah...my sch dm and lecturer...talk bout the future...joel's here again...lol...he just like to pop up everywhre...plus another iis schloar who is from the same course..cherng jin...i tink....then we went tcc for coffee and pastamania for dinner~~

so basically since im bored...i wrote tis 2 small para...heres an extra gift...a pic! :P

14/04/2010

2010-04-14T17:23:00.002+08:00

Way too bored right now...life's sian to the max....so im gonna blog...oh i recheck all the links....most are dead....guess no one relly blogs nowadays eh??

so ytd gy wl royce and me went out again LOL....last wk so we need to enjoy ourselves...budgetly... so we went to mind cafe again!! lol....we played the bean game again ....its called bohnanza...finally gt the name lol....then we played a very tough board game...called GHOST STORIES...its a rpg like board game whre we 4 hav to work together to win against the game...basically we are killing ghost lol...we lost twice be4 winning the last 1....the game is hard....and it took up 2 hrs...lol...then we chiong upwords within an hr....lol...4 hrs gone like tat....oh....wl oso bought a pink plastic poker card...be4 we went thre...the card quite gd....after mind cafe we went pool...i lost all but 1 match teamed up with gy...worst luck ytd man....then we went just acia to hav dinner...lol everyting budget....$4.75 kfc lunch...$6 mind cafe....$3.70 pool...$8.50 just acia...total cost bout...$23...in the end we still spend so much LOL...

.oh we wanted to go Kbox 2day...but gy dont wan...so he try to find ppl to come with us...first we call seongy...he say he on mc...so he free!!lol but since he on mc...we dont bother him lah... then we call zz...ask him pon sch LOL....bc and fred oso try...but they nvr pick up...then we try timothy thio...lol...royce ask him...he say maybe....then after a while he reply royce tis... srry, i think i not goin ba.. i owe haskel money, if i go like dowan pay him back like tat.. Ps hor.. Thnx for asking though.. =D......lol was so hilarious...chillax lah tim....the most minor interest nia...

so im done with todays blog...now i goin cut hair...lol...

11/04/2010

2010-04-11T15:35:00.003+08:00

Its the weekly post again!!! as said in previous post...i wanted to do a daily post....but im like almost out everyday tis wk...so yah...

monday....went to sign my schloarship contract...nth much...oh and bought a formal shirt as i hav to go to the supreme court on nxt fri for the schloarship tingy..

tuesday...MAHJONG AGAIN...lol....as usual wl gy royce and a new addtion yi hong came ot my hse to play mahjong and cards....me and yihong took turns to play the com and mahjong...then we played blackjack and poker...AND I WON 10 tat day woot!!! then we went to seoul garden and spent our winnings away LOL.....

nxt day...we went royce hse and MAHJONG AGAIN OMFG.....its getting a bit too much le...we play til sian.....and in the end i lost 20 bucks.....we decided tat mahjong for so many times...its a total overkill...and decided to host other activities instead...LOL

thur...i went out to buy a bag to replace my zinc sling bag...which is rusting..aww crap....i walked heeren and ion...finally found a non-crumpler/dickies kind of bag....but its form converse..and it cost 70bucks...im like broke now....and it sux being broke.....

so we planned to go somewhre other than mahjong on wed...we came up with lots of ideas....pool...royce dont wan....guitar hero/console games at gamehaven...wl dont wan...kbox...gy dont wan....prawning /farms/ubin....most dont wan....so in the end they last min decided to go the MIND CAFE...a cafe whre by u play board/card games.....and no thres no blackjack or yugioh thre.....so we tot its gona suck relly badly when 4 guys go thre play board games....so we started off with scrabble...and i lost...with wl first gy second and royce third....then they decided to play a new game.....smt bout planting beans 1...the ppl at the cafe teach us tat game...and it was so fun!!....cant believe thres board games tat are acutally fun and require only a little bit of tinking....we went for their happy hr from 2-6...and decided to stay on another hr playing another board game tat is on trading and stock....then we went pool at pomo....and went on a adventure...LOL....sat on buss 166 towards amk and played dai di on the bus...reached home at bout 11+ bathe and watched survivor....

so tats the rundown of my whole wk...i reache dhome at avg of 9 per day....too exhausted to update....my blog is like not dead yet like almost no one come as well...but thres still seongy and wilfred ah....so thank you for ur support again and i will try to resume my weekly update~~

04/04/2010

2010-04-04T18:41:00.002+08:00

so its been round a wk plus since i update...and i hav a lot of updates from my orientation...plus an outing on gd fri...

so i had my orientation from tue to thur...it was from 8.30 to 6 everyday....but we were considered the longest on the whole NYP....so first day...went with gy wl and royce....we were all separated....wl and gy were in class 1 while royce in class 2 and me in class 3....crap up...like seriously...so fine i try to find new frens....first game...wonderful...ppl who sit beside me....we sat in a circle....are all...ppl who tend not to talk to strangers....so...yeah..cold....than we played a game called telephone...whreby we hav to pass the action down the row...a guy manage to ask lots of ques...well his name is minghao...and his fren...santil is apparently in the same class....played a few games...and found out tat he is...actually a bit retarded...stitches...he dosent noe wat is stitches...plus....he always messes up...then came lunch...plus talks....after tat more games!! we now played pictionary...a game whre u draw and ppl hav to guess it out...i manage to find some1 whose normal!!!and not otaku...or retarded....one of the orientation group leader, vivenne, oh shes the overall OGL as well....came and play with us...our OGL is called joel by the way and he is very gd at studying as well....apparently vivenne draw a girl....with bobhair...plus stitches on her head for some reason...the first word tat struck me was...CHUCKY!! lol...a guy opp of me...said the same ting as well...Zachary....after tat we talked and well 'gt along' lol....i oso met sebastian...whos a bit geeky but not bad....oh bout zhi hui...STOP SPAMMING MY TAGBOARD!!! well...apparently...he came late...and still sms me whre to meet....at 9+ lol

2nd day....gy wl royce and zh pon ten and went to play mahjong so i went alone....the whoole day was bout games!!! had a simple tour round the sch...then we went to play dota LOL....from thre i met 2 more ppl...matthew and chan wei....we were able to tlak with each other better now with the help of dota LOL....lunch came...and smt very funny happened....chan wei saw a not bad girl wearing black white striped shirts walking away...and he called her zebra lol...then we had a few hrs to prepare for an item for the next day.....but as usual.... we sat thre and slack....till joel came and ask us to come up with ideas ....we manage to tot of a skit...a battle between Darth Vader and Cloud Strife....and who we sabo?...the 2 'black sheeps' minghao and santil....so we gt the general idea...and we...slack again...lol...now we were like way way bored...then chan wei suddenly talked bout the zebra....and...so he became the zebra hunter as he try to find her among other courses...matthew was sitting beside jia jing....and jj said he rmb her face....and tat she from MGBD....in the end he became the zebra stalker....while matthew became the zebra rapist for no reason...lol....after tat few hrs of boringness plus zebra hunting....we went to play more games LOL....now is called brains and brawns...went round playing lame games....we won only 1 game called untangle...how?...we cheated...at the start we try to play without cheating...but it became very hard...so we let go a while....and manage to 'untangle' ourself...in the end joel saw wat we did:P....so the day ended with us wining 1 out of 4 games....crap up.....

third day....basically we had a long talk in them morning ....then we were casted outside in the middle of nowhre.....after tat we were led back into the games lab~~...we were to finish up our idea for the skit...while our ogl was gone doing their own skit....so we finish up the actual idea....though only adding some music and passerbys and trees LOL....we had to make weapons for dv and cs....so we used the umberalla transparent bag tingy ....which pop once they use...crap sia.....so we tot we had lots of time ltr to prepare and we went back in to play a fps game...wich is damn hard to play....after lunch...we were set to make the props and prepare our skit....we slack the again as we tot we had lots of time....in the end we slowly made the props like leaves and clouds...i was the cloud LOL....at 2...we decided to make a buster sword....then we found out tat we only had half an hr more be4 we hav to go in...so we chiong the buster sword in 20 mins using cardboard and lots of masking tape LOL...it was round as tall as me~we manage to finish our last rehearsal as well...be4 we proceded in for the final activity of the day...doing our skit and watching others as well...we sat in the auditorium waiting for the director of the sch to arrive...and MGBD or DMD animation manage to sabo vivenne to pole dance round tim who was the overall head of DET....lol it was great....then the directir came and had a speech..and the OGL had a dance featuring joel as main dancer and other OGL including timothy and vivvene....they dance many songs like gee and sorry sorry and even the caramel dance...which was so nice and funny....then it was the skit time...we were the 4th to perofrm out of round 20 i tink....and we WON THE FIRST PLACE WOOT...apparently the others were quite disorientated..ours was funny and had a weird storyline...lol was so surprised to win...and boost the morale of our class greatly...we won ourselves free mac student meal and shirts and laptop cover.....

orientation was wonderful...met many new frens....plus it was tiring as well...had a great slp be4 going out on good fri day which was right after the orientation...

GOOD FRIDAY....gy wl royce seongy bc zz and me went to watch CLASH OF THE TITANS at 12.45....the show was not bad...though it ended quite randomly...OTK....lol....watch and u will noe y....we were like way bored after the movie....the kbox was 27 bucks....so we did not wan to go...and royce went home...then we went to pomo to play pool...but once again full....went to parklane mall...LAN oso full...sian ah...we decided to hav an adventure LOL...randomly sat on 147 which goes to hougang i tink...played dai di on the bus LOL....then we stop at serangoon and went back to sembawang for dinner...yes we wasted the whole aft on nth ....we went to eat sakae sushi...was round 20 per person as we hav no buffet...it was great....though i will try not to go out on a public holiday nxt time...so packed....

so heres my update for the wk....it was suppose to be in parts...but as u can see...im quite tired after every outing....will update when an event comes up...or maybe insight on my life even more if im bored like crap...PEACE OUT

25/03/2010

2010-03-25T23:07:00.002+08:00

3 days in a row~~~im bloggin non-stop OMG~lol

so today i went gy hse again for MINI ORIENTATION...lol mahjong and poker cards again...mrng went causeway...wl and royce treat lunch at swensens....then we went back gy hse...see him play borderlands a while...bout tat game...i tink its actually quite gd...i played it for 15 levels le....then its mahjong time~~ Tis time i won 10 bucks YEAH...lol out of 30+ matches...wl only won 2 LOL....then its ban luck poker and dai di...i lost 5 thre...so today i won 5 dollars...LOL...its for fun..so im fine with he small amount of money....

so heres a short update...thanks for the continual tag seongy!...PEACE OUT

24/03/2010

2010-03-24T14:57:00.002+08:00

Alright a bit late but heres the post i promised...lets just hav a short update on the holiday im havin now..

i stopped work like after CNY...so i hav been slacking at home everyday...then gy ask ppl to go his hse gamble...as said in the 3 march post....continuing on....we had tis like every wk....we went gy hse again with royce and wl...mahjong and poker cards again...manage to earn a little cash...then we went astons at SSC...the whole place too empty...dont even hav movie theater..
a wk after...they came my hse 2 days ago on monday....played mahjong again LOL....now its a form of mini orientation since me, gy , wl , royce are in the same course lol...tis time i lost hard ah...20+ bucks...quite a big loss if i may say so...but its all for fun~

In between our entertainment...i went for 2 interviews for the IIS...pls read previous post to noe wat happened.... one on 5 march...it was a grp interview...met lots of ppl from diff sch....some quite confident...well im one of those whose not....but most of them quite hypocrite :P......i decided to be honest~~ tot im gona fail it...so just went home without a care....thne 1 wk ltr...they called and i gt through...and i went for the individual interview on 15 march....tis time it was a relly waste of time...i travelled 2 hrs just to take and interview of 10 mins....they ask a lot of ques...which my ans is mostly bout the PERFECT game....LOL...too long to write.,...easier to say out...so i aint writing unless...many ppl request which is not possible....so i tot i flunk it when they told me they will call me 2-3 days...apparently i passed it and they informed me 2 days ago...while having lunch with gy wl and royce....in the end i hav to treat them swensens...OUCH...lol....

So tats it....i hav nth else to write about...my life is so so boring....especially since sch havent start...i envy and pity the ppl in JC...they hav smt to occupy them...so much tat they are having no life le...HAIZ.....GD LUCK to all JC students...and HAVE FUN~

23/03/10

2010-03-23T01:40:00.005+08:00

Lets see its 1.40 in the mrng....i guess im bored...well...i hav 2 news for those who still goes my blog...er....i guess SEONGY only? Well ty for taking ur time to tag me....

first gd news.....i gt through the INTEGRATED INFO-COMM SCHOLARSHIP....or IIS.....so yeah im now on schloarship...i finally achieved smt...i hav been so dilly-dally for so many yrs due to my nihilistic nature...i guess its a piece of GREAT news then?

now on to the news 2....i sense smt relly wrong with my 'frens'....i guess not all are true...some are just....classmates?...i doubt any1 noes wat im talking bout....but....if i hav the mood and time...i may tell u all bout it in private....as tis is a public blog...i cant divulge out....for i do not wan to offend more ppl....but lets just say im sensing smt relly bad probs...and up to now..my title stands true~

so heres 2 short unrelated news...in the mrng....i hav lots to update though....guess i will do it tmr mrng...PEACE OUT

03/03/2010

2010-03-03T20:49:00.002+08:00

Alright since its march...i decided to update SMT....though i hav relly nth much to write about..
anyway..i went to Guo Yan hse last sat to PLAY!!! LOL play as in poker cards and mahjong...reached thre at round 1... wilfred, wei lun, bing cheng, seong hao were thre playing mahjong le...then came zhi zhao, samuel kim and keegen...play the whole afternn of mahjong...then wilfred and sam left at 4+...and seongy and keegen left at 5+...continued to play blackjack, with me losing like crazy and wei lun winning like siao....after tat we had free pizza from GY!!! Continued to play...met seongy for dinner again :P...then bc wanted to tong xiao mahjong...so in the end me gy bc and wl did....lost total of 9 bucks on mahjong...and another 10+ from afternn....sux like crap...but had lots of fun....
oh and i just manage to help my sis finish a new blogspot selling bags. For those interested pls proceed to centerofspotlight.blogspot.com...all these bags are sold by my mum...and handled by me and my sis...so dont rip off the fotos and paste it anywhre..I WILL KILL YOU....heh jk....just dont rip it ty....
random short post..im gone~

14/02/2010

2010-02-14T16:45:00.001+08:00

Alright its Chinese New Year and Valentine's Day!!... I wish every1 Happy CNY and Happy valentine...GO GET A BF/GF EVERY1!!!!!!! Im like going out now only lol

07/02/10

2010-02-07T15:20:00.003+08:00

a quick update be4 the cny post nxt wk..u hav actually fell sick be4 i go thailand...now it all adds up and im like damn omfg ...monday...after gym....i felt damn tired...like my whole body no energy... then i close my eyes a while and wham...i became grumpy and sleepy...then scolded alot of ppl...SRY!!! i dismissed it as a bad day...to tink it will add up to ytd....stomach flu...DIARRHEA!!! body aches..headaches and dizziness....wa kao eh....now i feel better after lots of meds...but thre is still a relly bad migraine....alright i go take my meds le....

31/01/10

2010-01-31T17:53:00.002+08:00

IM BACK! from Thailand...was a not bad holiday~~~will elaborate bout it ltr day by day...now bout the links...tis is the statistics: 8 out of 34 is gone..remaining 26 only like the most 10 is active.... so RELINK AND TAG ME IF U STILL ACTIVE!!alright now to the Thailand trip~~

Thursday..9 am...i reached airport after a ride on a taxi with a irritating anti-government driver.. went to eat popeyes~ then met up with everyone...left singapore at 12!! i was still sick at tat time with block ears...so it was a terrible experience landing....with all the pressure acting on me...but nvm i reached thre at like 3..then we went shopping at the PLATINAM mall(directly copied from the sign board)... walk walk...the whole place is big like crazy...walk 2 floors...no energy....went down to drink coffee instead:P....then we met up with everyone (half of the ppl were shopping while another were foot massaging) to go to eat...then gt this drivers told us thre is a nearer seafood restaurant related to the 1 we were goin...so we sat thier taxi...and we found out tat the traffic was like crazy!...illegal u-turns..cutting cars randomly to go faster....its like vroom.and we reached thre like in a min or so....found out tat the restaurant chops ppl(means very ex)...we decided to go chinatown seafood shop instead...5 tables....4 per table...a seven course dinner...we were bloated to the max...i ate quite a lot even though i dont eat seafood, spicy and/or sour food....then we went to walk a night market call suan lom...walk around...bought some stuff to give to ppl....then went back and slept till nxt mrng...

Friday...mixed up the time between thai and sg....so forget bout the time....woke up chged and went to eat breakfast-our hotel 1...then went to the four-faced god/brahma to pray...it opened my eyes to lots of stuff....how religious the ppl are and stuff...after tat we went to chiantown again to buy the local products like gou sai( pork floss shaped like dog poo...hence the name gou, dog, sai,shit) then ate at texas suki...a very nice steamboat shop which is exceptionally cheap...cost us each person 8 bucks only with a very bloated stomach...we manage to eat cheap shark fin and yan wo(swallow tingy) as well...after tat we went to a thai traditional massage....it was a very ulu place...was introduced by random drivers again(we nvr learn our lesson)....thre is like a big fish tank with the masseurs inside thre...tat place seems dirty(perverted)...but watever lah....my parents go i folo~~..500 baht($20+) per person...not a very comfortable massage....then we went to eat dinner at central world...jap restaurant..was way ex as well...manage to acquire more stuff to giv ppl as well... then these happen...my 4th uncle and aunts stuff(i cannot say wat it is here...find me and i will consider telling u) was known...making it a pt to talk bout it when every1 cept them was thre...and coming to my rm( apparently was bigger cuse its a family suite) to talk bout it till midnight( actually i lost count of time but u get the drift)....then as usual went to slp after dosage of meds...

SAT...was suppose to go chatuchak (another pasar malam-like market tat opens on the weekend only..similar to bugis street but way bigger)....but decided to opt out since thres nth to shop liao...instead...we went to another massage place...which we were suppose to go on fri...tis time the place is way cleaner...less ulu...and more classy...it was wonderful thre...and was so relaxing i almost doze off...i manage to clear my mind and tot bout many tings though( as usual find me to noe) ...after tat relaxing massage we went to eat at MBK(a shopping centre) food court...thier food court is like our food court kopitiam with the put money into kopitiam card and pay...cept tis is opp...they giv u card...u buy...then u pay in the end.... apparently...thre was some incident tat happen at the platinam...some smoke was smelt...kfc suddenly pull the metal door tingy down to shut ppl out...and ppl started to run yelling riot or smt....my cousins and aunts were thre shopping so they gt out and walk back to our hotel..which was very near lol....then we went back...chged and gt to airport early....then we flew off....reached homw bout 12.30 sg time...ppl was cranky...started to scold ppl easily...we just faster board a taxi and went home to slp...

so tats it...the whole thailand trip covered...thre maybe pics on facebook...but not by me...cuse i didnt bring any cam nor my fone...i will update soon...though it relly feels like talking to myself more than to other ppl viewing...

26/01/10

2010-01-26T19:09:00.002+08:00

Yr 2010...a fresh new yr...a very crazy start.... 2 months..its almost 2 months since i updated..no one comes here no more...well for the rest of my links...no one updates cept tat tiny few...plus i lost a few as well....well crap it...alright lets start the 1st post of the new year with a long post of words :D

i started work in like near late dec...now still working...gona work till i go poly...maybe even work on weekends during poly for quick bucks....working is relly lax...though hav to wake up at 4.30 (which sux..A LOT)..its fine cuse i basically go thre slack and sell cushion cover(screams 2 for $5 when thre is ppl and sit and relac when thre is none)....without a doubt its actually quite easy...its a basic pay of $40..commission is almost impossible to get...work till 2 disrupt the whole day....only can go out on monday...which ppl mostly work....tats total bad timing

alright nxt up jan 6-8...CHALET! with 6ACH05 FTW....great reunion...im forgetting lots of stuff so its only a estimate description... 6 jan...went to the place with wilfred, hao weng, samuel, shuan and shu zhen(i doubt anyone of 6ach is gona read tis hence no one noes who im talking bout but watever)...oh 5 jan went to paya lebar city satay buy food plus 1 vodkaQ...slack the whole day thre then arcade with hui yi(y u keep picking on me???i gt offend u is it?) adding on to the group...at night lots more come i tink...erm i noe keegen was thre...caleb....jun wei...sry if i leave out anyone...oh and alister..went to watch sherlock holmes...was not bad...then went back to watch paranoraml activity...which was so stupid....'scariest movie ever'...**** up lah.... scary for 5 mins....whre gt scary .....then we went to slp at like 2-3 in the night after lots of card games lol....woke up at 6 by sams fone....then he went to talk to priscilla(his gf by the way)...then went back to slp and woke up 2 hr ltr ..wtf....

7 jan...went to get the food for the bbq...then went cycling~~...came back continue card games...then the 6caring'05 ppl came...damn i noe like only a certain few...EVERY DAMNED PERSON CRAMPED INTO A RM TO WATCH GTO(wiki urself)..so we decided to start fire...then almost everyone came out lol....started fire with a few more ppl...then sat down on the music and played cards with fred, hui yi, sam, hao weng...and of cuse drink...tiger beer 5%...white wine 20%...vodkaQ 8%.. hui yi became calmer and scold lesser ppl...sam and hao weng went mental...started singing and moving left right left right...fred nvr drink much....then zi yan and joey came...we continue on play...finally the whole nite was wasted off...we went to watch movie in the midnight....do you noe the morgans or smt...SUX!....came back played murderor...lol...EPICITY....till duno wat time then went to slp....

nxt day K LUNCH....with my neck stiff and pain...cannot play pool....can only watch them play...then go home...
few days ltr went out with fred and sam to buy slippers from NUM( YAY!!!!) and went to play JUBEAT....

alright its halfway thre...20-22..another chalet!!!! now with 4GRACE'09 FTW!!..firstly i wan apologise to Madeline ( i tink i offended u somehow...SRY!) and Guo Yan (truth or dare, with gims putting toothpaste on ur head..shld not join in and shld hav stopped him SRY!)...erm i guess to anyone who was offended by me as well...SRY!!..oh and thanks to those who took care of me!!!
alright onto the actual days...

20 jan...went to pasir ris and bought stuff with chris, david, brandon, shi jie, gim hwa, jarad, si jia, li hui, wei cong, madeline, and jason, nick i tink...cant relly rmb the actual amt of ppl thre....went to chalet...SLACK again....with Guo Yan, jeffery and rayner joinin us near evening..i heard lots of camwhoring was done...search fb ba...go my name click the albums...bbq at 6+...but the fire could not start up...jak joined us llike a while be4 the bbq....we had to wait till 7 to start...tis time the coal so hot...our hotdogs burned lol...so every1 sat round the fire...waiti for SMT...i duno wat but SMT... lol then out comes the no cake drinks...vodkaQ..barcardi breezers...then shawn took mine/dom's vodkaQ and drank...tinking it was free....wow...lol...he paid me the money...drank the whole bottle down alone(its the size of a normal glass bottle? go ntuc see it urself)... then went a bit drunk....headache...slping on the floor of the chalet alone...well basically tat sums it...by tis time almost every1 came...ppl was squeezing for food...making the amt too little to spread..well not counting the seafood ba...i dont noe bout tat seems to hav enuff for those eating it..was it nice??..maybe i shld hav tried...eating very little....i went to mac with gy...mcnuggets, twister fries and latte!!!lol...we followed the rest fo them to the bowling alley...but it was close...so we came back to chalet to slack...played a little cards...watched retarded vids on youtube( peter chao, remi gillard and name wee TNB) then we went to slp...i slept for 2+hrs...woke up at5+,6...

21 jan..I went to eat with the second batch...erm...i cant relly rmb who ....lol....then played mahjong with them...jesley, rayner and nick was playing i tink....then gy, jeff woke up and went to eat as well...with i forgt who as well:P....gy came back...then we chg player chg until me, gy nick and jason played mahjong...with cash...and a occasional switch to wei cong...damn i lost a lot of money....the rest of the ppl went bowling...which gy cannot go cuse of the op(heal faster! gd luck)....they went wild wild wet as well....so left me gy jason and nick...went to sun tan...no sun ****....went to eat just acia...met with a kid who used the ice-cream scoop to scoop ice on the side of the container ****....went to arcade play jubeat...kena hog by other ppl****....was relly damn suay...everyone came back ltr...and we went super dog...then watch legion...was one of the most f-uped show...a twist to the birth of jesus story...with crazy grandma biting ppls neck..wtf...and archangels michael vs archangel gabriel(woot)..final scene...the main guy..is bout to be kill by gabriel..angel ask him for last words..he said F*** YOU....and micheal appeared to save him...WOOT lol....we watch finish then went back...and the drink was on....BOMBAY SAPPHIRE DRY GIN....jak open and went to dilute with sprite....jak, gims, dom, jesley and me drank...in the end i played TRUTH OR DARE with jak and gims and jesley... me, jak and gim manage to drank up to left 1/4 of the bottle...i drank only of 2 shots and 5 diluted....truth or ddare was so wacked....then i gt a little more and more drunk...i could hear my heartbeat...i was under so much heat and pressure...i couldnt walk straight after a while....i kept apologising to nick they all for troubling them...i slpt...lol anti-climax....gims stopped after almost finish...1/8 jesley and jak finished it....then gy they all bought orange juice...so nice...gims, jak and jesley vomited upon smelling and drinking..LOL...i was the only 1 who did not vomit yay!! was sober yet cant walk straight(is tat consider sober???) lol....was so fun~~~~

nxt day i went home and slpt throughout the whole day...wake up for dinner...aad went back to slp!!!omg...

then last monday...not ytd..last monday...i went out with samuel choo....he went to buy stuff for his gf~..lol then he treat me pastamania...yeah thanks sam...JY SAM!!! i will jy too...

so end this wa long post....took me 1 hr for first half... and another half after dinner....jan was wonderful...too much for me too handle ah...im now sick...with my right ear blocked... right nose blocked and my right side of my jaw and teeth throbbing with pain...AND I STILL HAV WORK 2DAY AND TMR...but nvm thailand from thur to sat yeah lets go!!!! (will update 1 confirm)