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finally went out on thur after a terrible 10+ days of gastric issues and camping at home...went to buy Ashley's birthday present with him! he decided to get creative aurvana in ear 3 ...quite good ear piece ...after that we went to eat with Hendry at bishan prawning place...sambal stingray... sambal kang kong and oyster egg...great dinner...not good for my just recovered stomach though :P ...well enjoy first repercussions later... then we went to hendry new house to tour around it... VERY NICE place... great view ...nto a bad layout and 5 seconds drop to the ground LOL....

ytd went out with Wei Lun,Guo Yan and Zi Zhao to watch Johnny English Reborn!! Funny show!! went to cineleisure at somerset at 1...decided to book online when we saw the queue...then we went to eat lunch at graffiti cafe...after that walk around from HMV at 313 @ Somerset to Ion Orchard and back to Heeren for deserts...i had sheep stick dry deer...or mango pomelo with sago ... then we went to Blue Mountain cafe and had coffee..gy ordered single shot espresso...and that was too much for them 3 to handle...well the movie was great...its more like a comedy show then a action show...after that we went to Stereo at Plaza Singapura for wei lun and gy to buy ear piece...there we met up with Seong Hao and Zhi Hui for dinner~ we went to ichiban sushi after they decided on their merchandise...we went back to HMV to buy gy's marshall ear piece ...I also bought Anthony Neely's new album - LESSON ONE earlier at HMV...now im browsing through the songs...well...after gy bought it..we debated on whether to go to one of the bar's to drink...in the end they decided to buy breezer instead...i decided not to drink it...and zi zhao drank til he went red...ON BREEZER lol small kid :P...

well there is also the dream update...weirdest yet most funny dream i had in a while...i dreamt i had a pet hamster...a white furry small hamster...wont bite loves to lick though...so i bought it around..showing to people...while it licks my hand...oh and i was sharing a hotel room with Jonathan my cousin...and Leslie and Ester came and took over my bed...there i showed them the hamster LOL...

well thats it..i think the video is finishing so lets hope for a LOT of views!!!! will update soon!

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Another dream update! been having lots of dream lately ....k heres a pre -note : Leonard is my vice captain for my pre-university seminar, Lynette is my pre-u sem group 15 medic(not particularly good but good SLO!) and Li Li is pri school class mate and poly friend!

the setting is weird we were all slumping in my kitchen sitting there lepak..then we were talking and talking and Lynette suddenly talk about taking drugs....by this time, Leonard just got out of the toilet and was shocked in hearing this...she then broke down while talking with Li Li comforting her...then Leonard starts to lecture about the bad things about drugs...and then i stand firm and said "Drinking alcohol, smoking and gambling is not that bad but drugs is the worse and should not be taken!" ...apparently they were all shocked that i said smoking and drinking is not that bad..

and thats it i woke up like that...thats a really ridiculous dream and i know that all of them dont take drugs...SO DONT TAKE DRUGS they aint good!..well the rest aint good either....gonna update again on sunday i think...

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Another post in such a short while!~

Yesh a dream update...well this time its a bit less dramatic..i dreamt that i finally converted to a christian! and im gonna get baptized in a week!! talk about weird...im not really a religious guy, i have christian/non-christian/other religion friends, so i dont get why i had that sudden dream...the reaction of some people in the dream was also very normal...nonchalant to be exact... guess its not a big deal then?

well thats it for this short dream log...im still not fully recovered and i have been turning down alot of people going out...i wan to go out next week!!! look out for upcoming post!

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SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO long since i blog! from july til now ! almost 2 months liao...been very busy + LAZY TO BLOG.... im just gonna list down some major events which i rmb...

so 28 july..my BIRTHDAY!! nth much happen on that day, went out with matthew, zach, chan wei and hong jie to watch Captain America!! the celebration continues on the next night...DRINKS!!
Raspberry Vodka, which sucks btw, tequila and hoe garden...from diluted to shots...chong ying, ashley, hendry, seong hao and jing quan...drank through the night, from poker to truth or dare to just drinking shots...i was tipsy...jq was near drunk and chong ying and ashley blehhhhh..... apparently jing quan called his friend when he was drunk...which was damn lol....i slept through and had a small hangover at 4+ in the morning but the following was like so shoik! Everyone is still scared of drinking :P

then comes august...project week...3 weeks of coding and thinking and torture...the results will come in a week or so...dota 2 also had its internationals...watching all the pros play...Singapore got 3rd though!

I skipped through 1 month plus like that ....well the holiday started with a video shoot for WHAT THE BABOONS channel...we went to buy guns, vest and accessories from Black Tactical and sprayed painted in black...so it looks somewhat like a real gun...then we went to the abandoned HDB in lim chu kang to shoot...on thur there was a military training so we had to go back to zach house and lepak through til fri...so the shooting took 3-4 hours...now matthew is editing it...hope it turns out great! i have to say my acting sucks though ...

then this monday night i had a VERY bad gastric pain...it felt like my stomach is a balloon and the air is constantly pumped into it, leading to it going to burst...terrible...apparently i passed out as i walked to my parents room...lucky i managed to walk there...sat there cold sweat plus vomit....blehh...so i went to see the doctors, got a jab and some meds...its still quite uncomfortable now.. but way better than monday...think i need see the doc again tmr if this persists...

well thats it for this revival blog post and summary over the two months...quite a boring life...i think im gonna change my blogskin to a custom made as well...had a few ideas in mind...when the vid is up im gonna post as well...so stay tuned!

There once lived a boy. An average boy. He had an average family, a father, a mother and a sister. He scored average marks for his studies. He had average looks which would cast him off as whom he is. He lived a pretty normal life, nothing out of the extraordinary, or simply put, AVERAGE.

However, he had something different. His heart, "The Heart", was not an ordinary one. The Heart was meant to grow like any others, living flesh and emotions. However, as it grew on, solitary found a spot. Through the years, it grew more and more, feeding on the emotions. The Heart slowly turned from living flesh into stone, eventually no more living flesh and emotions was left. Solitary had taken over The Heart. The emotions were forced out of The Heart, causing the boy to have weird outburst of anger and sadness.

As time passes on, apathetic started to feel its way in, crumbling The Heart as it does so. From a piece of rock it crumbled into a pile of tiny pieces of rubble, left collecting dust. Darkness, death, loneliness and apathetic finally took root and flourished. The Heart was finally locked away behind huge doors of steel, with its key thrown into the darkness. The boy became one with darkness and death, and learned that life has purpose other than to live.

Merely a year passed when something exuberant came. A certain someone of a female gender manage to find the key and unlocked the steel doors. She slowly fixed The Heart back to what it should be, a living flesh with emotions. A bonus was added as well, a bright green grassland and a beautiful sky added around The Heart. New hope cast away all the solitary, apathetic and darkness from The Heart, giving it a new life. This, however only last for a mere two years.

The Heart, with its joy and hope, let its guard down. On the birthday of the Boy, the certain someone pressed the self-destruct button for The Heart. A void was made on The Heart, hurting it and the Boy as well. It was to be expected but The Heart overlooked the matter due to joy and hope. The void began to grow, and The Heart was helpless. Pain and agony came in large numbers for the first few months, but in the end, The Heart learned to live with it.

Now, as the mind grew and matures, The Heart wonder if anything extraordinary would come and change its current situation.

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I don't noe whether if theres anyone reading this anymore...but watever i shall post till i gt tired of it...anyway heres the round up of my whole holiday!!

13/6 last monday..i had barbeque with 15! they are my group from the pre-u seminar if u did not noe...i met up with Jason, Munsyi, Dillon and Swee Yik to buy stuff for the bbq at clementi...then we cab down to west coast park...that place was a total mess...and we took round an hour to find the bbq pit after walk up and down the coast...in the end our view of the sea was a port with containers -.-....nevertheless the bbq was great! we were joined by Diana, Jude, Lynette, Sam and Xi Jie round 7+...we didnt buy the net so they had to try out bbq with aluminum foil...well it failed...then munsyi went off to buy the net and we started the bbq and eating! Munsyi marinated the chicken which was wonderful...Keith joined us at 8+ 9, where Sam and Lynette was about to leave...well we continued on the bbq and the serenade by Xi Jie and Jason till 12...with that everyone went home happy and full!

wed and thur was SGCC, Singapore Games Creation Competition...i volunteered to be a facilitator...i was there to help them with Flash!...actually, i know nothing about flash...but i just went along with it....quite a few sec sch was there...but i manage to take the smaller class..5 teams with 4 faci...round 5 person to 1 faci...it was rather tiring teaching them how to do with no knowledge but i had quite a fun experience with it...now i noe how hard is it to be a GOOD teacher...still bad teachers don't deserve the respect they should get...Respect has to be earned not given!

Friday! I went to NYP's Synfonique 2011! Nyp's,Bowen Sec and Orchid Park Sec's symphonic orchestra was having a performance at NYP's theater..i went with Edwin, Zac and 2 other OGL that both of them know...they were wonderful at the performance and all the solo's were great as well..they deserve many rounds of applause!~ btw Im sorry Pamela, i still have no memory of u or anyone from primary 3, well she remembered me and told Edwin and Zac bout it, but i can't rmb her at all...or anyone from p3 for that matter...haiz bad bad memory...

Last wed, went out with Wilfred, Hao Weng, Keegen, Andy and Zhi Hui to play pool!! played poker pool and normal pool till4 then went down to Holland V to have XIAO LONG BAO STEAMBOAT BUFFET! so long have we tried to book it, finally we get to taste it! free flow xiao long bao and beef slices~~~ well had a filling dinner, after that we went vivo walk walk and had desert...which was rather bad...so we decided to go Udder's at novena...MAO SHAN WANG (durian if u dont noe) ice-cream! oh and BAILEY'S AND BOURBON ice-cream...the sweet taste compliments the durian taste! everyone go try...ask me i will bring u there~

with this the holidays are wrapped up...the rest are rest days or work days...whre i code/ make games....

Music of the week: JoJo - 'Marvin's Room (Can't Do Better)'
Alright something new and different from my collection of rock/metal songs...an r&b song..well its a remix of Drake's 1 but do check it out...she has a rather nice and soothing voice.

well so thats it for the blog post...i will update bi-monthly now due to school work, and video work...if i missed it, it will be up a few days so stay tuned! 32 days~

"Anticipate not the future but worry about the present."-Haskel Chua

Yesh another dream update...major update will be coming in on saturday/ sunday for the whole holiday!

found out all the dreams i have that i can remember are bad...this was terrible..
so i felt sad..well overall feeling of dream...im like watching a screen...but not a tv...more like looking over someone...so as i look on...i got into a first person view of this dude...he seems to be related to another lady, possibly siblings..so the guy im in is ragged and wore torn shirts..i assume he might be taking refuge...then his sister comes in a car..she comes out and ask for him...so he comes out and BOOM...everything was blown to pieces...and just like a tv screen, i was able to rewind the dream back to the point...the sister walk out reaching for him, he reach for her...then a missile/grenade blew up the car...she was a bit further away but she got the impact and her whole flew from her body...thats the sick part...then came another bigger missile/grenade blowing everything up...and i woke up horrified...

so thats this for the dream log...terrible i noe...update soon...oh follow me on twitter as well @haskychua! i post status update to videos i make or blog post i write...oh and screw the blogwalkers!!!

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